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Jennifer Collins: Performing for Love - Rejection, Rebellion, and Grace (Testimony) | EP #52 (Part 1)
What do you do when you’ve tried everything to be good—but it’s still not “good” enough?
In Part 1 of this Christian testimony, Jennifer Collins opens up about her early life growing up in a religious home where church was expected, emotions were avoided, and love often felt conditional. She shares her experience navigating faith in Christ without ever really knowing Him, her struggle with identity, and the deep wounds left by a family culture that prized performance over connection.
As Jennifer talks through her story—from childhood heartbreak to early rebellion, abortion, divorce, and multiple suicide attempts—she reflects honestly on what it’s like to be struggling with faith and wondering where God is in it all.
Through it all, you’ll hear the beginnings of a Christian journey that doesn’t follow the script—but still reveals a God who never stopped pursuing her.
If you’ve ever wrestled with shame, searched for acceptance, or felt like giving up, Jennifer’s story will remind you that you’re not alone—and that even in the mess, God’s word, God’s timing, and God’s grace are still at work.
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Thanks for watching the video Jennifer Collins: Performing for Love - Rejection, Rebellion, and Grace (Testimony) | EP #52
Guest: Jennifer Collins
Host: Chad Beck
Recording By: Steven Cooley
Edited by: The Real Jesus Experience
Podcast Location: Church Merch Ministries Studios in Houston, Texas
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What do you do when you’ve tried everything to be good—but it’s still not “good” enough?
In Part 1 of this Christian testimony, Jennifer Collins opens up about her early life growing up in a religious home where church was expected, emotions were avoided, and love often felt conditional. She shares her experience navigating faith in Christ without ever really knowing Him, her struggle with identity, and the deep wounds left by a family culture that prized performance over connection.
As Jennifer talks through her story—from childhood heartbreak to early rebellion, abortion, divorce, and multiple suicide attempts—she reflects honestly on what it’s like to be struggling with faith and wondering where God is in it all.
Through it all, you’ll hear the beginnings of a Christian journey that doesn’t follow the script—but still reveals a God who never stopped pursuing her.
If you’ve ever wrestled with shame, searched for acceptance, or felt like giving up, Jennifer’s story will remind you that you’re not alone—and that even in the mess, God’s word, God’s timing, and God’s grace are still at work.
Listen NOW for new episodes of the Real Jesus Experience Podcast🎙:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheRealJesusExperience
Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/c-6527259
Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-real-jesus-experience/id1752479121
Follow/Connect:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheRealJesusExperience
X: https://x.com/JesusXperience
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@the.real.jesus.exp
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/the_real_jesus_experience/
Threads: https://www.threads.com/@the_real_jesus_experience
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Give this video a thumbs up if you enjoyed watching 👍
#testimony #god #faith #christianity
Thanks for watching the video Jennifer Collins: Performing for Love - Rejection, Rebellion, and Grace (Testimony) | EP #52
Guest: Jennifer Collins
Host: Chad Beck
Recording By: Steven Cooley
Edited by: The Real Jesus Experience
Podcast Location: Church Merch Ministries Studios in Houston, Texas