Hiding food at early age.

Always was the biggest in my class.

Middle school the space from when I got home and mom got home was my binge time. Exercizing when she actually got home

I really knew about the hole is my sou I was filling with food but did not know what to do.

At 16 I was baby siitting for money and driving for food.

My first examination of eating over feelings did not work because I by the time I asked the feelings were gone.

Lots and lots of diets worked. . for a minute.

My bothered ( who was over 500) joined OA and I listened to a zoom meeting. HOW COULD THEY SAY THAT OUT LOUD. and I was not alone.

I still have to trick my disease by by telling it I was only done for today.

I found another level of acceptance in a gym.

Start every day with thanks to my higher power.