I lied, no part 2. You just get to hear me venting this episode. Sometimes, me being honest and vulnerable will just have to be enough. Today, I at least let myself feel these things.

It’s ok to feel weak in recovery (and life in general), but you have to keep going. Remember you have value even when feeling worthless. Pain is just temporary so we can learn and grow. I’m just super lucky to have such a great support system.

There are 3 parts to this episode, with mini rants about life.

Here’s a little update, plus my current headspace.

I just want to be ok on my own. My mind and body have other plans.

Reading from the Big Books “To the Wives” as well as more information about Borderline Personality Disorder.

Featuring Cosmo, my snake friend

There’s been a lot of obstacles lately but I’m still here and made it to 18 months as of today. Keep coming back!

Love you guys!

By Judith A. Lewis, Robert Q. Dana, and Gregory A. Blevins, Sixth Edition