There are times when ministry programs are extremely fruitful for the church. There are other times when their usefulness is well past expired. Your spiritual well-being as an individual believer on the other hand is always worth time, energy, and resources. Let's not substitute the latter for the former.
It may be time to reanalyze what the focus of your relationship with Christ is all about. It also may be time to reconsider what your church's vision is; even if there is one.
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