In this heartfelt episode, Tsaritsa shares her incredible journey from childhood in Russia, through adoption, adversity in school, tumultuous relationships, and her path to resilience. This raw conversation explores themes of trauma, healing, identity, and the powerful drive to better oneself against all odds.

Tsaritsa talks about her early childhood in Kirov, Russia, and her experience with health challenges like rickets

The emotional impact of being adopted and discovering her past through a journal

Her struggles with abandonment, identity, and feeling like an outcast

The reality of bullying and social challenges in American schools

Experiences of trauma at boarding school and navigating complex friendships

Her journey through marriage, motherhood, and overcoming alcohol dependency

Insights on mental health, anger management, and the importance of accountability

Her current pursuits in genealogy and finding her biological family

The significance of resilience and authenticity in a world that often demands superficial masks

Most relationships are built on honesty, trust, and genuine connection, yet many falter when confronted with uncomfortable truths. Terry is joined by the insightful InkieCrow and Panda PlaysTooMuch to unpack the raw realities of love, discipline, and personal growth, showing how vulnerability and accountability can truly transform both your relationships and your life.

Together, they dive into candid conversations about the military mindset, managing ego, and setting healthy boundaries in love and friendship. The discussion explores how past experiences shape our present behavior, the vital role of communication during tough times, and why real strength is found in vulnerability rather than pretense. They also break down the subtle signs of red flags, the importance of patience, especially when facing betrayal or mistakes, and why understanding your partner’s journey is essential for building lasting connection.

Through compelling stories of military discipline, personal growth, and unfiltered relationship lessons, the episode highlights the high cost of ignoring red flags and the tremendous value of cultivating self-awareness. Blending humor, raw honesty, and hard earned wisdom, this conversation delivers practical advice for anyone looking to strengthen their emotional resilience and build deeper, more meaningful bonds in love, friendship, and self-development.

Where to find Crow & Panda:

PandaPlaysTooMuch:

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/pandaplaystoomuch

Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pandaplaystoomuch

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@PandaPlaysTooMuch

InkieCrow:

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@inkie_crow7727

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ink.enthusiast.poet/

Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@inkie_crow

In this raw talk episode, Terry and InkieCrow dive into personal reflections on relationships, masculinity, social masks, vulnerability, family, and personal growth. This conversation explores the complexities of authentic self-expression while navigating societal expectations and emotional boundaries. If you're interested in honest discussions about mental health, emotional intelligence, and the human experience, this episode is for you.

How to get in touch with Crow and all the podcast related things:

Crow:

Tiktok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@inkie_crow⁠

Youtube: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/@inkie_crow7727⁠Podcast Links:

Linktree: linktr.ee/raidert11

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@JoinTheRaidPodcast

X/Twitter: twitter.com/RaiderT11_Vet

Instagram: instagram.com/jointheraid

Tiktok: tiktok.com/@raidert11

Terry is joined by returning guest InkieCrow and new guest xToxicPearlx, TikTok content creator, for a deep dive into the rise of AI and the dangers most people ignore. From its origins to modern day misuse, this episode explores misinformation, privacy risks, ethical concerns, environmental strain, and the growing power AI holds over everyday life.

Social Links to the guests:

xToxicPearlx:

Tiktok: ⁠http://www.tiktok.com/@xtoxicpearlx ⁠

Facebook: ⁠https://www.facebook.com/share/1DqsA3kUXx/?mibextid=wwXIfr⁠

Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/xtoxicpearlx/⁠

InkieCrow:

Tiktok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@inkie_crow⁠

Youtube: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/@inkie_crow7727⁠

In this episode, Terry sits down with David Maulsby, executive director of support and giving for the PTSD Foundation of America, to explore the impactful work at Camp Hope. They discuss stories of transformation, the importance of peer support, and how community involvement can make a difference in veterans lives.

Special Mention: If you or someone you know needs help, don’t hesitate to reach out. Call 877-717-PTSD (877-717-7873) for support. Your call can save a life.

Key Topics:

The origin and mission of Camp Hope and the PTSD Foundation of AmericaPersonal journeys of struggle and healing among veteransThe structure and daily routine of Camp Hope programsSuccess stories: veterans turning lives around from homelessness and suicidal ideationThe significance of purpose and community in recoveryHow families and loved ones can support veteransOpportunities for community involvement and volunteer workThe future vision for expanding outreach, including services for female veterans and first respondersThe role of service dogs and animal companionship in trauma recoveryThe importance of breaking stigma around asking for help and seeking mental health support

Resources & Links:

PTSD Foundation of America: https://ptsdusa.org/

Camp Hope: https://ptsdusa.org/camp-hope/

PTSD USA YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/ptsdusa/featured

PTSD USA X(Twitter): https://twitter.com/ptsdusa

PTSD USA Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ptsdusa/

In this episode of Join The Raid Podcast, the viewers voted and we delivered. We dive into some of the wildest conspiracy theories on the internet and try to figure out where the line between absurdity, misinformation, and mystery really is.

From the viral “Birds Aren’t Real” movement to the bizarre claim that mountains are actually ancient giant trees, we break down the origins and beliefs behind these theories while asking a bigger question…

Guest Links:

InkieCrow: https://www.youtube.com/ @inkie_crow7727

Lana: https://www.twitch.tv/starrieselkie

In this episode the host Terry is joined by returning guests Crow and Jimmy to have a raw and unfiltered discussion on the controversial Epstein files, child trafficking, global power structures, and strategies for safeguarding our children. This episode emphasizes the importance of awareness, community responsibility, and taking concrete action to prevent atrocities.

• An overview of the Epstein files from a parental and societal perspective
• The significance of proactive parenting in internet age safety
• The influence of powerful families and secret societies on global events
• The importance of community, tradition, and vigilance in child protection
• The systemic issues with redactions, cover-ups, and legal protections for predators
• The role of technology, social media, and surveillance in preventing crimes
• Strategies for recognizing grooming tactics and establishing boundaries
• Personal stories of confronting child exploitation and taking action
• The importance of transparency, accountability, and community involvement

In this continuation of extensive conversations between Terry and Crow, touching on a wide range of personal and philosophical topics. They discuss the complexities of relationships, particularly focusing on co-parenting and the challenges of maintaining connections with children after separation. The dialogue delves into personal struggles with mental health, the impact of past relationships, and the journey of self discovery and improvement. Both speakers share anecdotes about their experiences with therapy, the military, and personal growth, highlighting the importance of self-awareness and the willingness to change. The conversation also touches on societal issues, such as the stigma around mental health and the challenges of navigating social dynamics. Throughout, there is a strong emphasis on the value of honesty, self-reflection, and the continuous effort to become better individuals.

Terry & Crow emphasizes the importance of setting boundaries to enhance productivity and maintain focus. Crow discusses how establishing clear standards for work can lead to a more effective and efficient workflow. By drawing these boundaries, individuals can create an environment that fosters productivity and minimizes distractions. Crow shares his personal experiences and the changes he has made in his own work habits, highlighting the significant impact that boundaries can have on achieving one's goals. This conversation serves as a reminder that in order to reach peak productivity, one must be intentional about the standards they set for themselves and the limits they impose on their time and energy.

In this episode, the host discusses the decision to dissolve the podcast's relationship with Twitch, emphasizing the need for more authentic engagement and intellectual conversations. Reflecting on the past year, they set ambitious goals for 2026, including exploring global affairs and military strategy, while transitioning the podcast for greater freedom. The conversation highlights the importance of real dialogue and community support in fostering meaningful content. In this engaging conversation, Terry and Mr. Savage explore a variety of themes, including personal goals for the upcoming year, the evolution of the podcasting journey, culinary preferences, travel aspirations, and the importance of trust in relationships. They delve into emotional topics such as apologies, personal flaws, and the influences that shape their lives. The discussion also touches on historical perspectives, the complexities of the American identity, and the current state of the prison system and immigration issues. Ultimately, they emphasize the value of authenticity and personal growth in navigating life's challenges.