Another spontaneous segment, Journaling my growth and the feeling of being individually guided by God. God guides us All. I know God got me this far and without a doubt God will continue to. Today is another first, actually living my life contrary to what I had always imagined, first I felt Confident/Elated/Excited, when thru all the motions then landed on reality. Wow! Didn't know it would feel like this, kinda apprehensive. I got used to having a mate, now I gotta navigate this all by myself.π€Hmmmn, I just came to my senses again, I Got this! I Ain't Alone. I don't have a mate, but I have God. God waaaay Better than any mate. I thought about that earlier too, how good God is. There's an account of a woman who felt vexed because she had not bore a child. Yet her husband had other children with his other wife, but he loved the barren wife more. The husband tells his wife, 'am I not better to you than seven sons"....I thought on that and related it to my life. Whoever isn't being right to me in my life, don't stress it. God will make up for it, God is better than a multitude of any persons who God has seen fit to remove from my life.