Relating the experience of being in the presence of God. Digressing like tributaries off a river., Time jump, 2020 I spoke half jokingly the manner of my death, but 17 years prior I felt like I was going to die how I joked about. Plus other rambling Mish mash. Good interesting Mish mash.

I'm new to this i don't know how this works I'm just going with the flow, thanks again for the opportunity to work with you and your family a very happy and prosperous New year to you and your family a very happy and prosperous New year to you and your family have the time or energy, ok now the Angles playing with me. Ok, now I'm going to go along, it said stop.

I love real, I love hard and realistically.

Life Happens and this is how I deal with it. I ain't got the time, nor if I had the time, would I waste it coddling an adult. In minding My business, I'm focused on me, and I refuse to engage myself in another person's affairs, no matter who it may be.

I got cut off with an unexpected phone call, forgot I was recording, then thought I had turned it off. Turns out I didn't, it recorded roughly over 2 hrs of my life. Bonus for 80 year old me, I get to relive a good portion of my 55 year old life. #memorybank

Spontaneous thought that I felt the need to record. Thinking of my Mama, and wondering if she had regrettable moments of departing from her children. I had the thought of telling her more in depth how I understood even at a very young age, that I was alright with her absence from my life.

Going on the heels of being aware. I speak, anchor waters, and God makes it grow.

On s roll, I got stuff I want to talk about, get off my mind. Honestly bout time I get around to writing this part, I'd forgotten what I was talking about to give you a surmation. Then.........Ooooh Shyt! I forgot. I thought I stopped this. This life. Shyt happen like this to y'all too. Keep it real. #Realtalk

This took an unexpected turn to an very adult topic.

There's a lot of interesting things happening in my life, making these discoveries has led me to rabbit holes of r.evelations about myself. Identified some mysteries.