I recently had a conversation with a woman about what is happening in the world. I asked her one question and I want to ask you the same thing.

This woman is doing genuinely beautiful work — a nonprofit linking volunteers to land projects, building resilience networks. And then something shifted. Her nervous system went into full activation: the agenda, digital IDs, November, prepare for collapse. I recognized it. Because I’ve been there.

The most important thing I can tell you right now isn’t about the agenda. It’s about what happens inside you when the agenda gets brought up.

In this episode:

* Why the people most aware of what’s happening can still be the most controlled by it

* What programmable money actually means for your daily life — and why the rollout won’t look like you think

* The three types of people in this moment: which one are you, and which one do you need to be

* What I asked her that changed the whole conversation

A moment to listen for:

~Min 12ish — The question I asked her. And what happened after.

→ Which of the three types resonates right now — head down, aware but still waiting, or building? Drop it in the comments.

“You never change things by fighting against the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.”

— Buckminster Fuller

UPCOMING EVENTS athaven.org

We Birth Worlds - June 13th - 14th

Declaration of Sovereignty - July 4th

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

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I sat here for a while before I pressed record and wasn’t sure if I was going to release this.

Sarah and the kids moved off property two weeks ago. That’s the threshold I’ve been in — the void, the weight of the choice, everything I believed about family and sacrifice pressing in at once.

I’ve been afraid of being misunderstood. Afraid of being seen. Sharing it anyway.

In this episode:

* A story I had about my dad in high school — and how I see him completely differently now

* The realization that landed: both choices require sacrifice, both require letting go of something to serve something

* My mom’s text the morning after our argument — and what it showed me about how far we’ve come

* What Kyle Kingsbury said when I called him before Luca was born

A moment to listen for:

~Min 14ish — “Both of those choices require sacrifice. Both require letting go of something to serve something.” The pivot everything builds to.

→ If this brings anything up for you — drop it in the comments or email me. I'm reading every one.

“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there.”

— Rumi

UPCOMING EVENTS athaven.org

We Birth Worlds - June 13th - 14th

Declaration of Sovereignty - July 4th

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

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We're the only species that sprays poison on our food to keep other animals from eating it — and then eat it ourselves.

I got asked the other weekend at the woman’s retreat: why don't you eat meat? My answer at the women's retreat surprised even me. Three words. That's where this episode lives.

In this episode:

* The predestination vs. free will paradox — and where free will actually lives (it’s not what you think)

* Why I ate meat at the retreat and why that’s not a contradiction

* A seed intelligence story that will change how you think about growing your own food

* The lymph system — your body’s sewage disposal, and what backs it up

A moment to listen for:

Midway through the episode — The three-word answer. Came through before I thought about it. Simple, true, and the whole episode in one sentence.

→ What’s your relationship with where your food comes from? Drop it in the comments.

“The ultimate goal of farming is not the growing of crops, but the cultivation and perfection of human beings.”

— Masanobu Fukuoka

UPCOMING EVENTS athaven.org

We Birth Worlds - June 13th - 14th

Declaration of Sovereignty - July 4th

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

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Snowball died in the opening circle. That's where we started.

We did a retreat at Haven this past weekend. Four men holding space for a circle of women. I was nervous. Then our dog killed one of our chickens during the opening agreements — right in front of everyone.That's how it started. And somehow it got more potent from there.

In this episode:

* What happens when death interrupts your opening circle before the retreat even begins

* The philosopher's stone — what a triangle, a circle, and a square reveal about death, birth, and the nature of life

* Why alchemy isn't about transcending your fear — it's about what you do with it

* The void I came home to. And why I'm not running this time.

A moment to listen for:

Early in the episode — The Snowball sequence. I walk our dog away from the group, hold space for a dying chicken alone, then come back and open the circle. It set the tone for everything that followed.

→ What did this bring up for you? Leave a comment or message me directly — I read them.

“As above, so below; as within, so without; as the universe, so the soul."— Hermes Trismegistus

UPCOMING EVENTS athaven.org

We Birth Worlds - June 13th - 14th

Declaration of Sovereignty - July 4th

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

!! Sovereignty of the Soul - Cohort 1 !!

ENROLLMENT CLOSES : TODAY, MAY 15

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Jesus didn't say believe in me and you'll be saved. He said love God with all your heart, soul, and mind — and love your neighbor as yourself. That's the most important commandment.

I've found my bible from high school a few months ago — worn, torn, and I even hiked through the mountains of Peru with it. I finally opened it and started reading. I’ve had resistance to reading the bible for many reasons, until now. I’m finally able to see and feel the truth for myself.

In this episode:

* Why I consciously turned my back on God when I left high school — and what’s calling me back to this book now

* The word “fear,” as in “fear God,” translated back to Aramaic: five or six possible meanings, including awe and reverence. What I felt on a mountain in Peru is exactly one of them.

* Three passages from Jesus himself — none of which say what most Christians are taught is the central belief of the faith

* The Gnostic Gospels: Gospel of Mary, Thomas, Philip — why are they outside the Bible, and who decided that?

A moment to listen for:

~25:00 - Mark 7:5–7, read aloud. "These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their teachings are but rules taught by men." If this doesn't land, I don't know what will.

→ If this is stirring something — a question, a pushback, a memory from your own church days — drop it in the comments. That's the dialogue I want.

“The kingdom of God is within you.”

— Jesus (Luke 17:21)

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

!! Sovereignty of the Soul - Cohort 1 !!

ENROLLMENT CLOSES : TODAY, MAY 15

Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST

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We are moving through the birth canal. Just like a new born baby who has no idea what it’ll be like to take its first breath, we too are entering a time of profound revelations.

Stanislav Grof mapped four stages of the birth process — and when I laid them over what's happening in the world right now, something clicked. The contractions are real. The dread is real. And the light at the end of the tunnel is starting to appear. I also started the 40-Day Prosperity Plan today. Day one. I want to bring you along.

In this episode:

* What Grof's perinatal birth matrices reveal about the collective moment we're all living through — and where we are in the process

* Why the disappearance of rites of passage is one of the most dangerous things to happen to modern culture

* Day 1 of the 40-Day Prosperity Plan — why 40 days, what the commitment looks like, and what resistance showed up immediately

* A déjà vu that stopped this episode cold at the end — you'll know it when it hits

A moment to listen for:

~9:00 - The baby has no idea what breathing is until it takes its first breath. Neither do we. That's where we are.

→ Where are you in the birth canal right now? What’s the contraction — and what do you sense on the other side? Drop it in the comments.

“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will run your life and you will call it fate.”

— Carl Jung

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

!! Sovereignty of the Soul - Cohort 1 !!

ENROLLMENT CLOSES : MAY 15

Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST

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I'm in a pocket right now — holding more than I've named publicly, and learning what it actually means to listen.

Came back from Peru changed. A land steward transition underway. Two boys. A divorce I'm still moving through. A cohort about to launch. It's a lot. And somewhere in all of it, God keeps asking for something deeper than trust. Something closer to surrender.

In this episode:

* What the nervous system actually is — and why the Bible calls it God’s temple

* What I’m learning about being a good man and a good father

* Community living: the vision is beautiful, the initiation is something nobody warns you about

* What my teacher Lenny asked me in Colombia — and why the answer changed how I think about death

A moment to listen for:

~32:00 - Lenny’s question: “What’s the opposite of death?” The answer is not what I thought.

→ What's the deepest test of faith you're in right now? Drop it in the comments

"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience."

— Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

!! Sovereignty of the Soul - Cohort 1 !!

Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST

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I lost my starting job five times in eight years — and the day I finally stopped pointing the finger at everyone else was the day everything changed.

The NFL draft was last weekend. Watching it pulled me right back to that phone call in 2010. Fourth round. Pick 117. Atlanta Falcons. I didn't plan to tell this story on air — but something said it was time. This is the full arc: the draft, the collapse, the comeback, and walking away on my own terms.

In this episode:

* What $320,000 hitting your account at 21 does to a kid who was living on $1,100 a month

* Losing the starting job — five times — and what it finally took to stop blaming everyone else

* The wave of regret I felt in a GM’s office in Atlanta, and the vow I made to myself in that room

* The last four games of my career, and why I’m grateful God gave me that window to prove I could still play with the best in the world before I walked away forever

A moment to listen for:

~30 min — When they said the words "we're releasing you" and the feeling that flooded my body was the most icky, gross thing I’d ever felt. And I vowed to never feel it again.

→ What's the moment you stopped blaming and started taking responsibility? Drop it in the comments — a Q&A episode is coming.

“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.”

— Anaïs Nin

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

!! Sovereignty of the Soul - Cohort 1 !!

Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST

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Eight years ago, I walked away from an eight-year NFL career without knowing where I was going. I'm only now starting to understand why..

This one came through open and wide. I'm sitting with the full arc. From Orange County suburbs to 72 acres, from top-10 NFL money to growing food with my hands, following the thread of a soul whisper that wouldn't let me go. The grief has moved through. What's left is the strange clarity that the detour was always the destination.

In this episode:

* The grief underneath the love, and why the journey into grief is exactly where I rediscovered what I thought was lost

* Years on the road alone, in parking lots, not knowing where I was going, and what that actually taught me

* The Eagle-Condor prophecy, unity consciousness, the Kali Yuga, and why ancient wisdom from unconnected cultures is all pointing to this same moment

* Why judgment is the seed of separation, and what it actually looks like to integrate rather than transcend

A moment to listen for:

~12:00. When I name what the void actually was. Not emptiness. If you've ever felt that unnamed hollow pull toward something you couldn't name, this one lands differently after you hear it.

→ What part of this stirred something in you? Drop it in the comments.

"The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are."

— Carl Jung

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

!! Sovereignty of the Soul - Cohort 1 !!

Starts May 19, 2026 at 6pm CST

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I paid $3,800 to learn three legal terms. What came after changed everything.

Two years ago I felt pulled into the sovereignty space — not by strategy, but by something I couldn’t ignore. What followed was seven months of deep study, six traffic stops in rural Texas, a night in solitary confinement, and a reckoning with every false authority I’d ever internalized.

This episode is everything I’ve learned, unfiltered — before tonight’s free webinar on Sovereignty of the Soul.

In this episode:

* Why the $3,800 trust course I took was barely worth the price of learning three words — and what it actually seeded

* What happened when I handed a cop a document instead of my license (and why the 2010 FBI memo on the sovereignty movement matters)

* The real reason this space is so hard to navigate — and why most of what’s online is only half true

* Why sovereignty isn’t about filing paperwork or fighting the system — it’s about understanding the game well enough to play it

A moment to listen for:

~12:00 - The tennis match. They serve the ball. If you don’t hit it back, that’s an ace — agreement by acquiescence. Once you understand this, it stops being scary.

→ Free webinar tonight — April 21st, 6 PM Central, 90 minutes. Register below even if you can't make it live — I'll send the recording.

"The truth will set you free, but first it will make you uncomfortable."

— James Garfield

If this episode stirred something and you feel called to explore further — come find us:

Center for the New Christian Movement → CNCMovement.org

Sovereignty Guidance and Threshold Experiences → JosephHawley.org

Haven Community Village → atHaven.org

!! UPCOMING FREE WEBINAR TONIGHT!!

April 21, 2026 at 6pm CST

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