Journey to Change

Took things from another’s podcast and created this. It hit me hard as a lot of their stuff does.

I need to think about this part, plus I need to do some work. 🙂 I’ll be back

I can get ready to do one thing but a thought will pop up and have me going in another direction. This is therapeutic for me, and maybe it will be helpful for another. We’re all on a journey, some similar to others and some totally different but we could all use some help now and then. Truth can hurt, and not everyone can handle the truth. And no matter how far you think you’ve come, sometimes something will happen to show you that you still need a little more work in that area… And that’s ok.

Is that what it is? Desperation? Looking for love in all the wrong places.. I know that I have felt that way, and I have done that. At some point though, you have to wise up and learn from the past. You can move forward with better ways to have what you feel is missing in your life.

My daughter and I were supposed to be doing these on our podcast… but she ditched me 😆. So while sitting somewhere with nothing to do I decided to put them out on here.

You did it! You left, you changed for the better.. you moved forward from something that was not good for you. Now, wtbs, don’t go back!! When things seem to be familiar whether in a relationship or a job or friendships, walk away! One key thing to consider though, is if it’s reality and not just your past experiences causing it to seem familiar. Are you self sabotaging? Or did you attract the same people and situations and need to walk. Gotta be able to trust yourself, and if you can’t, then perhaps you need to go and work on yourself some more before doing anything else. 🙏

These dogs always want to bark as soon as I start trying to do something! 😁. My thoughts have caused me to make a lot of bad decisions. Assuming one thing and going forth based on it has left me with a lot of regret. However, I choose not to continue that same way. Will I still make mistakes? Sure, I am human. But they will be a little different from the others in the past. Gotta break that cycle at some point!

Some are just better at hiding it than others. A lot of people are out here faking it, smiling at the camera for the world, but crying inside. Why are we so afraid to tell our truths? Probably because the world isn’t a safe space to do so. We can, however, be each other’s safe space, a place where others can be free of judgement. Not always ready to respond, but just sitting there listening to what they have to say.

Feeling frustrated and angry about life things, but having no one to blame but you! Haha my current situation.. it’ll be greater later, I know!

When you finally get tired of your BS you will decide to change, right? Maybe. I can say that’s what happened with me. I was tired of blaming others, and moving on, only to find out that I was the problem. And it has been hard to look at myself and see that I needed a lot of work. Then to be able to trust the process and not expect anything to happen overnight especially when I want it now! Haha. Do all good things come in time? I guess I will find out!