It's okay dear friend if you feel down today. It's okay to acknowledge that you are having a hard time. It's okay if you want to cry to release your pain and hurt feelings.
However, please don't stay under the weather for a long time. As a friend I suggest that as you go through this matter, please enter God's throne of grace. Ask Him humbly to restore you and give you peace. Lay all your heartaches and burden before Him.
Whatever the case, please don't ever give up. Keep holding on to God. Find peace, comfort, and
strength in Him.