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consciousness, manic, talk, create, part, brain, embodied, universe, ego, feel, bipolar, state, oneness, prefrontal cortex, mania, living, deficits, entropy, thought, problem

I feel it's maybe important that since in the state of mania, one feels like everything is one, that it would be important to design a society that keeps that in mind or in heart. Because I think it fizzles out because eventually that energy where everyone and everything is one wears off, because it's not actually reflected that way. In reality in the material world, one can go into that state in consciousness and feel that in consciousness, and if one was there long enough, one might be able to create that. And I think it can be created to some extent in, in daily life. Because again, all this talk about manic consciousness and embodied mania and harvesting mania isn't about being in that state of consciousness. It's about embodying those types of behaviors and, and joyousness. It's one thing to be propelled into those sorts of behaviors and joyousness, because that type of chemical is made endogenously, for whatever reason. Or however it works. It could work in a multitude of ways. What I'm trying to say is by embodying that in regular consciousness, it will be practiced in the neurology and the physiology in a daily life way in the sort of daily life embodied way. And I think it's something even, quote unquote, normal people can do is that one day, normal people will be looking to that state and how people are in that state in order to figure out how to be in life. Because it can be created internally, and one can act that way. Or one can act that way. And it'll be created internally. So a lot of times the universe will do the internal creation for us in order to give us that kind of clue. could think of it as a game. And then it's a matter of having that state of oneness inform one's life instead of going back to the state of thinking in order to inform one's life. And I'm going to try and put this somewhat to the test myself. And in that Ted Talk with that woman, she said, her father said, if there's a problem, and no solution, then you've got to create this solution. And you also have to figure out exactly what the problem is. And the trouble partly is that, I guess I don't really know what the problem is. Part of the problem could be that reality is just too dealt. And so the universe comes in and tries to make it more interesting. Even if one is in the exact same place, they always are all sudden, so interesting. Well, that's a cool game. A lot of us feel like life is meaningless. And then the universe comes in and shows us. Wow, there's meaning everywhere. And perhaps that's part of the thing is that it's a matter of adopting the attitude that the universe would have us have, no matter what. be joyous and loving and spontaneous and curious and playful. That might have been why I was thriving when I was working in that medical clinic because I was just that and not trying to do anything in particular sort of being as the universe would want me to be. And that does everything. So I guess in a way that's back to the whole idea of being versus doing I think that's part of it is that mania is a state of being. And then everything just happens. miraculous miraculously, part of the self dial of two must be creating neuroplastic changes in my brain over self dialog, sort of creating those channels where I can talk to myself really easily. And maybe one day, I'll be able to talk with other people. And I think that if there is information coming out of my body and out of my nervous system, due to changes in entropy, or changes in consciousness are however it works. By talking to myself in this way, I'm actually maybe creating more neural networks for that energy to go, creating more channels for the energy to go. And even by talking myself on that entropy, the words, the information, the dialogue is going from my nervous system into technology, and sort of putting my electrons out there. I actually feel like manic consciousness, damages areas of the brain that are over emphasize, we don't need them as much anymore. And it shows that we can exist. without all of that we can exist, not living in abstraction, we're all living in the abstractions of our minds, we're not actually living in reality. And manic consciousness comes in and shuts down those abstractions. And we're living in actuality and reality. And we're, we're in awe, and we're amazed. And so those areas shut down and other areas are trying to activate. And then we're thought to have defective brains, or like the prefrontal cortex has been damaged and is shrinking. While we're supposed to have a different part of the brain growing to compensate, but it can't grow. When our ego is glued back together with, with chemicals, trying to create the circuits of oneness that's trying to create more relational circuits. And it could actually, because we have less and less relationship in the world, and more interfacing with technology, just like I am right now. And somebody else in a TED talk said the brain changes depending on what happened to it. And that's what neuroplasticity is, well imagine manic consciousness happening to a brain while it's going to change for sure. I think the brain turns into an altruistic brain. And again, then it's just turned into a personal medical problem, and the person doesn't actually have a chance to engage those aspects of the brain that were coming online. And I think bipolar is neuroplasticity turned back on, when it turns on everything seems interesting. And I think part of that is always seeing in a new way. taking so many different perspectives, and I think that's part of it is, is we can see possibilities we can see potential, and we can see things that are implicit and we can extrapolate. We can see in so many different ways. We're not just seeing from our limited ego perspective. And part of that power of now level of consciousness that Shawn Blackwell talked about, is taking other people's perspectives or taking other perspectives. So I feel like instead of being an ego, we become a perspective taker. And we empathize and we can see exactly the scenario and situation we are in. And that's one of the reasons why consciousness goes like this is because if we see something sad, we feel sad. We see something happen with IBM, we're going up and down, up and down. And I think that's part of it is Krishna already talks about the brain being infinitely pliable. And I think that's what happens with bipolar is that we really become one with whatever is arising in the moment. And it could maybe get more difficult with time because we're not used to operating in that mode. We're not used to operating As I am what arises in the moment, if there's something painful going on, I'm going to feel that pain. And if there's something joyous going on, I'm going to feel that joy, I'm not going to be blocking whatever it is that I'm in with my mind by thinking and abstracting, and, and judging and labeling. When we label something, we don't actually feel the situation, because we've already pre judged it. We're saying, I know what this is. For one, we're completely vulnerable in bipolar. And map consciousness, we're always making new maps of things. And maybe we're just infinitely mapping and we can't actually make a map in which to reference something. And that could be part of the thing that eventually we get kind of tired. And we're like, well, I want a reference point through which to view life in order to actually be able to separate myself from feeling so much. And I think that's what the ego does. It protects us from actually feeling if if people didn't have egos, this place would be kind of chaotic for a long period of time. I think that could be part of the problems, how to be that vulnerable. I feel vulnerable, because I have some pretty crazy ideas and thoughts about mental health. I could think of it as brain damage induced by the universe. So then we'll figure out how to be an act totally differently to make different circuits come online. Somebody else wants to manifest through us. Otherwise, it would just be easy to just do a couple jumping jacks and then all of a sudden, we're back to ourselves or something. Part of the question is how to create that oneness. And I think gestures are one of the easiest ways because they're pretty universal. And I wrote down the question, What does consciousness want me to do? And then I wrote down share this consciousness. I think manic consciousness is a gift. So the question might be how to embody that. And I think there's a clue in the word manic men. I see. I think everything on Earth. That's what people would want the most. And it's the opposite of the noise of the ego and the prefrontal cortex. And I've talked about how so much in life is about getting that prefrontal cortex to be quiet, whether it's meditation, yoga, deep breathing, extreme sports. Everyone wants that flow. And what is that flow sort of flow of consciousness instead of stream of thoughts? And what is that consciousness? When we are, when we are that consciousness, we are it, then we become what we were looking for this whole time. But we can't see that we are what we're looking for, because we're busy talking about what we're looking for. So it's really messed up. What if each moment is exactly what we're looking for. And imagine consciousness each moment is fulfilling in and of itself. So I feel like we can go from seeing ourselves as having a day effect, to having a gift. Maybe there's defects and things that are shutting down the prefrontal cortex in different areas that are not as needed for a new society. Maybe they're valuable in the way societies designed, but that society is leading people to be depressed and feel like life is meaningless and all these things. And then this change in consciousness happens to us to show us another way of seeing, it's just showing us another way of seeing, we either see through the ego, or we see through this other consciousness, which shows us infinite learning and infinite perspective, taking what we're always learning and never going back into memory. There'll be an ego. The ego is the one that remembers in reference to the ego. But if there's no remembering, maybe there's no ego. I guess another problem might be how to keep consciousness associated to this body. And I think I talked about how looking at myself when I'm editing the video, because I don't look at myself really when I'm talking stuff to look at the dot. But when I'm editing, I see myself that might actually help with dissociation. And it might help with forgetfulness. And again, I think I said, That's why I like these videos is because they're just something in and of themselves, all I have to remember for doing a video is the one notepad typed up thing that I have for my list of thoughts that I want to talk about with myself, and then just setting up the phone, and then just remembering to edit it and then put it on YouTube. And then it's all done. And, and that's the extent of my memory right now, in terms of information processing. I have a lot of old notebooks that I get go over at some point, if I, if I get their thing, there's some weird ideas. But sometimes in the past, I write a lot when I'm in a higher state, and I'm writing things that are positive statements like everything is one. And so I don't know, that might be better for like a journal book thing, I guess, in terms of creating oneness is it would be great if other people might want to be one neuro tribe over having gifts, rather than deficits. And I think some of the deficits some of the suppose a deficit would be overcome by becoming a neuro tribe. Because I think the universe wants us to put our brains together in order to create something. It can't really be created by one brain. And when we're in that state, and we think we can do it ourselves, we can save the world or we're here to whatever we're missing the fact that we, as one human being can't literally physically do everything required in order for things to change. But what is required is that we see things the same way that we think together about things. Because if we see that same thing, we're going to create something can be ruined. Right now, we're being told to see the same thing about having deficits. And and, and most of us have bought into it. So yeah, altruism, joy. It's interesting how in the state of man of consciousness, I don't need these concepts. If I was in that consciousness, like I was the very first time I would just be out there doing whatever. I wouldn't need to really think about it. But I think that's part of the harvest. Practice embody the world as it is right now isn't comfortable with Mannix. But if we can be in regular consciousness and act a bit manic and then pull ourselves back from that consciously. Maybe eventually we'll create a world where it's safe to be that happy for no reason. But just to celebrate being alive. I also put my name down for a talk by David Stefan of EMP truehope products in late January. I'm hoping to ask him more about if I'm able to come off my meds with EMP and if I can get on board with promoting the product if I am able to come off of it off of my meds and I also booked an appointment to see this lady I know who does live blood cell analysis. She has a new method doing hair testing. So I thought I'd book an appointment just to see if she had any other information to tell me about my health. So yeah, lots of exciting changes, continuing to do. conscious self sabotage happiness first manic lifestyle design.

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