Kennedy Betts episodes:

• April 08, 2024Brave New Dawn

  Kennedy Betts - Brave New Dawn

  ("Set Adrift on Memory Bliss" by P.M. Dawn instrumental)

  Know that I’m a sinner but don’t wanna be a hypocrite

  An inner lie is multiplied every time you’re telling it

  Found my way on Twitter and remembered have to pivot and

  Again I’m seeking Truth while I’m chilling with the misfits

  They bunch of cartoons who are running in the race and

  They’re not really cartoons cause I’ve seen a few faces

  They’re really just baboons who enjoy throwing sh*t at each other

  We’re no different than another

  If you fighting with the Christ then I say you are my brother

  I don’t care what f***ing color

  But the race is pretty dark

  Cause the gate is narrow and the path is hard

  Got a cross on my back and a Sword in my heart

  I don’t wanna wage war but I’m not at peace

  Am I trying to impress or am I tryna be me

  Am I stuck in the past or am I finally free

  Am I actually relaxed or just running with the weed

  Doing all these mental laps at extraordinary speeds

  Going nowhere fast until I can face the beast in myself

  It’s a cell, but I know I got the key

  But every time I disobey it’s like I’m crucifying He

  I’m a liar, I’m a killer, I’m a fraud, I’m a cheat

  But I don’t want to admit it cause my pride is killing me

  Cause my thoughts are dark, look at my mentality

  How can I be Light when I’m so far underneath

  Always wanna be right but I’m so afraid to be

  Judged or Loved or anything in between

  All I want is what’s Above but I’m not even the least deserving

  Cause I wrestle with serpents, but still get bit

  And now I understand why Adam and Eve hid

  They gained knowledge of themselves

  The reality of sin

  Aware of their nakedness they were clothed with skin

  And I’m just another man in this line of lineage

  We’re all cursed from the first, but can overcome our sin

  That’s the walk that I’m on, I’m tired of giving in

  My body is so weak, but my spirit thirsts for Him

  My body is so weak, but my spirit thirsts for Him

  Nobody understands me so Iʼll put it all in pages

  Theyʼll misinterpret anyway, and have throughout the ages

  Cause people only see a reflection of what their cage is

  And Iʼm not going back to mine, Iʼve been outside the matrix

  Thereʼs a serpent that is lurking to devour all the caged in

  The bars are made of fear and the floor is paved with hatred

  Holds you down like gravity, itʼs a weight you always take with

  But the cage is a cloud you can wipe away and make it

  Disappear into the air, fade away like a vapor

  Though the venom of the viper‘s a pretty powerful agent

  But you only get infected if you choose to go and take it

  Itʼs a liar in your mind, if you fear it, it will say it

  Because it feeds off of you and what you choose to put your faith in

  If itʼs fear you fuel the serpent, and solidify the caging

  But if you see through the mist, youʼll find the stairs out of the basement

  The judgement that you give is the same one that you are faced with

  The mind is a mirror, you can only see your face and

  the path into the Light is a path that requires patience

  going through many phases on many different occasions

  Learning from your mistakes, while learning just how to face em

  This is my apocrypha, this is my affirmation

  This is my exodus, this is my exclamation

  This is my apocalypse, this is my affidavit

  Of how to beat the darkness and overcome Satan

  Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the Son of God

  I said

  Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the Son of God

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019Eternal Prelude [prod. D'Artizt]

  1. Eternal Prelude [prod. D'Artizt]

  (Tape clicks)

  (Ocean waves)

  we wanna be good

  we wanna be pure

  and do what we should

  right from the start

  we wanna be True

  and be Who We Are

  but in this world

  you drift to the shore

  a shallow surface

  leads to the dark

  searching for purpose

  running from scars

  but Higher Greatness

  is in the Heart

  cause I AM with you

  right at the Core

  and I’ve been waiting

  We’ve been apart

  So turn around

  and look at Me

  come back Home

  start to move your feet

  cause You are Love

  made to be Free

  cause we were born in Infinity

  then separated from it

  got placed in a time

  where we gotta climb the summit

  to go back to the past

  to get back to the Future

  Death cannot be maneuvered

  watered down or diluted

  cause Satan went and done it

  Satan started the War

  Divided inside the Heart

  a violet iris transformed

  when people left the Garden

  traumatized by the darkness

  obvious fear of death’s been keeping us from embarking

  back to where we were

  before we ever departed

  afraid of going down

  through the glacial subconscious

  fearing the change of bounds

  cause barriers and the crossings

  built like a maze

  through the things that have haunted

  we’ve had many memories leave

  many scars of harm

  making it harder to breathe

  but there’s a Door at the bottom

  of the ocean believe

  cause i found a wooden cross

  in the shape of a Key

  cause the only way to Heaven

  is a crucified me

  i don’t tell tall tales

  but i write what i’ve seen

  there’s an outline, shaped like

  a lowercase t

  the name plate’s on top

  left to right, what it reads

  (Kennedy…Betts)

  this is the only Door

  that leads to the Tree

  the River of Life

  where the Spirit breathes

  in the Realm of Light

  in the night of dream

  walking back to White

  to Infinity

  we wanna be good

  we wanna be pure

  and do what we should

  right from the start

  we wanna be True

  and be Who We Are

  but in this world

  you drift to the shore

  a shallow surface

  leads to the dark

  searching for purpose

  running from scars

  but Higher Greatness

  is in the Heart

  cause I AM with you

  right at the Core

  and I’ve been waiting

  you ran so far

  So turn around

  and look at Me

  walk through the mirror

  and then you’ll see

  that You Are Love

  made to be Free

  start walking to Infinity (∞)

  (Forest footsteps)

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019the Walk (cont.) [prod. River Beats]

  2. the Walk (cont.) [prod. River Beats]

  [Passion of the Christ: Garden of Gethsemane Scene]

  (Christ: Father, you can do all things.

  if it is possible, let this chalice pass from me…

  but let Your Will be done, not mine.)

  I’m barely surviving

  I’m barely afloat

  Through forests I’m fighting

  As I walk this road

  You’re looking for a Fountain

  That can quench your thirst

  It’s at the top of the Mountain

  Where the pain is perched

  And the base is pretty crowded

  Cause that page is first

  But the higher that you climb

  The more the crowd disperses

  Cause the higher that you go

  The more the pain gets worse

  And you’re thinking in your mind

  Wondering if it’s worth it

  you say you want the prize

  But don’t wanna put work in

  You wanna feel the high

  But don’t wanna feel the hurting

  I apologize, but that doesn’t exist

  so you cry and you yell

  as you’re waving your fist

  at the sky in your anger

  cause you just want the bliss

  not the pain that it takes

  to escape the abyss

  but it’s pain that does make

  the Light shine like this

  Takes the rain and the sun

  to grow a tree this thick

  you want the straight and easy path

  but you won’t find it

  cause every single odyssey,

  it is filled with this:

  Pain, pleasure

  Trash, treasure

  Change in a

  Day’s weather

  Rain, deserts

  Flames, blizzards

  Warm, shivers

  Thorns, rivers

  There’s stages and parts

  Phases like the moon

  The dawn is always after

  The night like snooze

  And the day proceeds

  But night comes back through

  how one page starts

  The same one ends soon

  Some pages are hard

  And some are written on loose

  One page breaks the heart

  While another makes it bloom

  Some chapters are long

  But they’re filled with they’re Truth

  Heavenly ever after

  Is the ending when you

  don’t lose hope in a moment

  Don’t lose hope when you’re broken

  But get up, keep going

  keep walking even when

  i’m barely surviving

  I’m barely afloat

  Through storms and the lightning

  Continue to row

  The Walk is a path of great pain

  The narrow gate

  is through the crucifixion

  With your own name

  Where you gotta die

  to your old ways

  Who you were before

  So you can make your way

  Back To Who You Are

  But what that means

  is facing your scars

  Overcoming the dark

  That has grown in your heart

  Ripping out the roots

  Many layers and parts

  But this is the Walk

  The only way to God

  It’s carrying your cross

  All the way to the top

  Make sure you count the cost

  So you can finish the job

  Cause carrying its a part

  but it’s not the whole sum

  you might stumble and fall

  But keep walking to Golgotha

  Cause the jobs not done

  til you die with the Son

  And if you never give up

  Then you will overcome

  and even when death comes

  you will rise above

  I’m barely surviving

  I’m barely afloat

  Through forests I’m fighting

  As I walk this road

  Through storms and the lightning

  Continue to row

  compressed to a diamond

  and refined like gold

  (Forest footsteps)

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019the rapids [prod. Mattaveli]

  3. the rapids [prod. Mattaveli]

  (Forest footsteps)

  (Door)

  Sometimes I go to the bathroom

  Just cause I need a break

  I sit down on the floor

  My hands cover my face

  Or i sit inside a stall

  Just trying to get some space

  I wanna cry but I'm torn

  Between what I feel and fake

  Cause I'm afraid to be seen

  In such a pitiful state

  while at work, or while at home

  Or some other public place

  I try to keep it together

  But man this is hard to take

  Don't even know what I feel

  but it's heavy weight

  its like walking through a swamp

  then suddenly, its a lake

  I was trekking now I'm treading

  As I'm pulled in by the waves

  i just grab onto a log

  As I start to drift away

  the walk turns to a jog

  as the current starts to change

  i look ahead, there’s rocks

  the river’s bearing it’s teeth

  and all i can do is hold

  onto this former tree

  I shut my eyes, they’re closed

  the flow, it quickens me

  a little bumpy at first

  Uncomfortable say the least

  But it's just gonna get worse

  first, definitely

  Before it gets better

  that is just how it be

  So i tighten up my grip

  As I bounce along the stream

  I'm smashing right into sticks

  And other kinds of debris

  but now its getting rough

  like a storm out in the sea

  the water’s starting to throw

  the rapids are at its peak

  im getting thrown up and down

  Then im pushed way underneath

  I go from this side to that

  Like a leaf trapped in the breeze

  I crash and cut my back

  i open my mouth to scream

  (Gasp for air)

  but right when i open it

  the water silences me

  it rushes into my lungs

  making it hard to breathe

  I’m choking, I’m struggling

  to cling to my sanity

  but that’s when i realize

  i no longer grip the tree

  I’m underneath the water

  and it’s pulverizing me

  it beats me to the dirt

  it’s breaking my arms and knees

  air bubbles leave my mouth

  as i fade into a dream

  I’m losing consciousness

  i start to see memories

  the past and the present

  start overlapping on me

  am i sinking to the bottom

  or surfacing toward the gleam?

  I’m detached from my sense

  Of self, this is extreme

  and it’s strange in this state

  how i start to feel at peace

  How much time has passed?

  It feels like eternity

  But it's only a moment

  Seconds, only 80

  It's only one stage

  A phase of the journey

  (Cough)

  And then i feel it calm

  As the ground touches my feet

  i made it to the shore

  open my eyes to see

  more trees, more thorns

  the forest runs pretty deep

  how many more times

  will i see similar scenes

  Going through the spiral

  Stages seem to repeat

  not exactly the same

  But not completely discrete

  this journey is so hard

  been everywhere in between

  but i get up and walk

  the Spirit keeps calling me

  and I’m not gonna stop

  till every demon flees

  i know i’m getting close

  just don’t know how many weeks

  calluses on my hands and

  scars all over my feet

  don’t have any band aids

  so i write notes when i bleed

  (Washing hands)

  (Breath)

  (Paper towel rips)

  (Drying hands and face)

  (Breath)

  (Door)

  (Forest footsteps)

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019persevere | back 2 Self [prod. D'Artizt]

  4. persevere | back 2 Self [prod. D'Artizt]

  (Forest footsteps)

  i persevere

  i’ll never give up, no

  i persevere

  continue to row, yeah

  i persevere

  i’ll never give up, no

  i persevere

  continue to row, yeah

  I'm talking bout hardships

  When life sinks your heart ship

  Having your mind split

  the same time, your heart rips

  then you find yourself

  with a thought like i quit

  but no,

  this is the part when

  you stand up, regardless

  harness the will to keep

  marching through marshes

  when you are starving

  when you are parched and

  pen to the parchment

  give it like bartend

  for free, no cost man

  flow not from faucet

  got it from God man

  God is the Tree

  God is the All man

  God is the Self

  I hear Him calling

  me, yeah

  God is the remedy

  gives me the energy

  to make it through

  another day, every day

  i fight the enemy

  inside of Kennedy

  going through memories

  my journey’s a melody

  day and night

  it’s a fight

  (back 2 Self)

  inside my

  heart and mind

  (back 2 Self)

  i persevere

  i’ll never give up, no

  i persevere

  continue to row, yeah

  i persevere

  i’ll never give up, no

  i persevere

  continue to row, yeah

  (continue to flow

  whatever the weather)

  cause i’ve felt the sun

  and i’ve felt the rain

  i’ve felt the wind

  blowing in change

  i’ve felt the joy

  And i’ve felt the pain

  i’ve felt the Love

  And I’ve felt the hate

  i am just trying

  to integrate

  merge with the Light

  into the day

  i will not lie

  yeah I’m afraid

  but i won’t stop

  i turned off the brakes

  no matter what

  i have to face

  i persevere

  i grow and i change

  back to the Self

  from where i came

  fall seven times

  but i stand up eight

  i never give up

  i never forsake

  i never lose hope

  i never lose faith

  that is my power

  this is my fate

  i’m walking my path

  and yeah it is strange

  they say that i’m mad

  they say I’m insane

  and maybe i am

  but thats why i'm great

  my madness is magic

  we’re breaking the cage

  there’s sadness and tragic

  stuff in my brain

  it beats in my heart

  it flows through my veins

  i pour out my soul

  i paint on the page

  but my music different

  this isn’t the same

  i don’t even play

  but i’m changing the game

  got multiple speeds

  i got multiple lanes

  i got what they need

  and i give it away

  day and night

  it’s a fight

  (back 2 Self)

  i persevere

  i’ll never give up, no

  i persevere

  continue to row, yeah

  i persevere

  i’ll never give up, no

  i persevere

  continue to row, yeah

  (it’s a journey

  to the Self)

  it took me years

  to look in the mirror

  acknowledge the dark

  behind my appearance

  acknowledge the scars

  the pain i was fearing

  then put it in art

  for people to hear it

  each day that i battle

  my spirit is clearing

  my spirit unravels

  the layers are peeling

  the snake tries to rattle

  i fight it with lyrics

  i travel, i babble

  i’m grappling with it

  but fear has no power

  except what you give it

  my heart is so fragile

  i put in it rhythm

  I scribble, I scrabble,

  write glyphics a little

  i carve it in gravel

  I speak in these riddles

  i hope that you get it

  the meaning is simple

  don’t ever give up

  that Naruto symbol

  day and night

  it’s a fight

  (back 2 Self)

  inside my

  heart and mind

  (back 2 Self)

  i persevere

  i’ll never give up, no

  i persevere

  continue to row, yeah

  back 2 Self

  it’s a journey to the Self, yeah

  back 2 Self

  it’s a journey to the Self, yeah

  you gotta go a little if you wanna go awhile

  you gotta take a step if you wanna walk a mile

  you gotta get real low if you wanna get much higher

  don’t ever give up, that perseverance style

  (Forest footsteps)

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019layers [prod. Chef Major]

  5. layers [prod. Chef Major]

  (Forest footsteps)

  you’re afraid to feel

  what you really feel

  cause that means letting go of

  what you pretend is real

  you don’t want to show

  who’s behind the veil

  who’s behind the walls

  when the layers peel

  I’m dying to fear

  I’m dying to death

  the layers they peel

  so tell me what’s left

  (Love)

  we fear letting go

  we fear the unknown

  but even when it is

  we fail to grab hold

  cause we fear the steps

  when the facts are shown

  cause the same thing happens

  when we move a zone

  one thing wilts

  and another’s grown

  like a seed that cracks

  but a root is sewn

  and when some time has passed

  then the bud is shown

  then the bud rolls back

  for a flower’s rose

  or when a muscle’s torn

  then it’s built back up

  stronger than before

  this is nature’s core

  the natural cycle

  of changing forms

  when one thing’s born

  one thing must die

  we’re not afraid of Life

  but we fear the line

  that connects the two

  and we fear the time

  being in-between

  the changing of tides

  like a roller coaster

  it’s a ride

  going through the layers

  inside the mind

  going through the heart

  to see where it lies

  going through the seals

  to become the Light

  going through the Death

  to become the Life

  going through the layers

  inside the mind

  going through the heart

  to see where it lies

  going through the seals

  to become the Light

  going through the Death

  to become the Life

  I’m dying to fear

  I’m dying to death

  the layers they peel

  so tell me what’s left

  (Love)

  you’re afraid to feel

  what you really feel

  cause that means letting go of

  what you pretend is real

  you don’t want to show

  who’s behind the veil

  who’s behind the walls

  when the layers peel

  (Breath)

  (Forest footsteps)

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019se7en [prod. Y. Rune]

  6. se7en [prod. Y. Rune]

  (Forest footsteps)

  (Scrambled chatter)

  7 levels

  7 tiers

  7 layers

  7 seals

  7 heavens

  7 years

  triple 6

  look in the mirror

  if you look back

  connect the tracks

  you’ll see a map

  that i’ve amassed

  and then a path

  carved in my rap

  darker than black

  the cup of wrath

  Metaphysical mysteries

  Contained in these symphonies

  Of lyrical imagery

  Layered like in a dream

  The meaning is in between

  these lines

  everything

  is in these rhymes

  opened up

  my eyes so wide

  so i go

  and i just write

  (Pen Scribbling)

  down what i vision

  and i speak what i witness

  on a beat to be listened

  give away what i’m given

  for free

  but whether you understand

  that’s another story

  i’ve done everything i can

  I’ve given you every piece

  but now you’ve got to go

  and find out what they mean

  for yourself, go alone

  its a pretty narrow street

  its a pretty long dive

  and it goes pretty deep

  its a pretty dark journey

  but it works like bleach

  where the Light is birthed

  and the Spirit can breathe

  to be clothed in white

  you gotta walk through trees

  with the shadows and the Flame

  be refined by He

  when the layers peel

  all that’s left is me

  when you fight yourself

  only one casualty

  but inside yourself

  is the path to be free

  7 levels

  7 tiers

  7 layers

  7 seals

  7 heavens

  7 years

  triple 6

  look in the mirror

  the accuser's in yourself

  so thats why you’ve gotta die

  he hides behind the “i”

  in the depths of your mind

  feeding you these thoughts

  these images and these lies

  Projecting situations

  that aren’t even alive

  Running simulations

  to keep you trapped inside

  but when you see the Truth

  you start walking towards the Light

  a path through the woods

  in the middle of the night

  going through the stages

  before you can reach the flight

  going through the phases

  i put them all in my rhymes

  not quite a chronicle

  but interwoven through time

  so tell me what is the Kingdom?

  and where does it reside?

  only after you die

  with Christ can you rise

  7 levels

  7 tiers

  7 layers

  7 seals

  7 heavens

  7 years

  triple 6

  look in the mirror

  7 levels

  7 tiers

  7 layers

  7 seals

  7 heavens

  7 years

  the 7th day

  He will appear

  (Forest footsteps)

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019mirror | ɿoɿɿim [prod. Vika]

  7. mirror | ɿoɿɿim [prod. Vika]

  (Forest footsteps)

  it’s all a mirror

  its getting clearer

  can’t you see

  What goes around comes around

  a universal fact

  there’s many names for it

  karma, others attached

  but whatever you put out

  Is what is reflected back

  Your thoughts and your words

  they are powerful attacks

  And your physical acts

  Are just internal energy

  Condensed to a form

  That give birth to the entity

  Two sides of a coin

  they’re the same thing anyway

  We judge people by the deeds

  that they’ve committed

  We say they’re worse than us

  cause they did what we didn’t

  But clearly you don’t get it

  The thought and the deed are not actually different

  Cause all murder is is hatred manifested

  if hate’s in your heart then you should be arrested

  Like the rest that you judge

  Cause your guilty by yourself and

  Another example

  Someone cheats on their spouse

  We judge them as bad but what’s in our own house?

  If lusts in our mind then

  we cheated too

  But you say it’s not cheating unless you actually do

  But can’t you see the Truth?

  What’s in your heart’s the seed and the deed is the fruit

  The two are the same thing, they are not exclusive

  We wanna say we’re good, but look where the proof is

  judge others by their actions, and ourselves by intentions

  We remove the facts for our own exemption

  cause We wanna be better than the person next to us

  They’ve killed, cheated, stolen, and lied

  But we’ve done the same thing in our mind

  So we are all the same, no matter how you swing it

  we’ve all made mistakes, raise your hand if you didn’t

  Nobody is better and nobody is worse

  He killed a man, but you have also cursed

  A man to his death while in a hateful burst

  Inside of your chest, you did the same as the first

  your perception of the other‘s a reflection of yourself

  how you judge another is how you condemn yourself

  it’s always reflected back cause there is nobody else

  at the center of the soul there is only the Self

  you only receive what you’re ready to understand

  you can only see what you’re ready to comprehend

  you can only go as deep as you have experienced

  into the soul, everything’s a mirror, it’s

  like a window to the simple complex

  web of reality

  the quantum realm depth

  energy’s gravity

  pulling in objects

  cerebral cortex

  perceiving the concepts

  Can you see the true Connection

  As you're breaking through the lenses

  Everything is a projection

  So go merge with your reflection

  Meet me at the Waterfall of Truth

  like in Naruto Shippuden (ep. 243 - 245)

  sit down on the ground

  and wait to see your true version

  come face to face with darkness

  that has been deeply rooted

  you try to fight yourself

  but you both have the same moves and

  an eye for an eye

  and a tooth for a tooth is

  not how you overcome,

  but the reason you keep losing

  Love those who hate you

  that is what the Truth is

  when you accept the pain

  that is when you can transmute it

  it’s all a mirror

  its getting clearer

  can’t you see

  it’s all a mirror

  its getting clearer

  can’t you see

  when i see myself

  oh i know

  i wanna feel warm

  and not cold

  i wanna feel Loved

  and at Home

  I wanna be Love

  where i go

  i wanna show Love

  to lost souls

  I wanna bring change

  through my notes

  i wanna make waves

  like tidal

  and defy the age

  like vinyl

  it’s all a mirror

  its getting clearer

  can’t you see

  it’s all a mirror (Can you see the true Connection)

  its getting clearer (As you're breaking through the lenses)

  (Everything is a projection)

  (So go merge with your reflection)

  can’t you see

  (Glass breaks)

  ...more

  

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• December 21, 2019sinner (Kendrick Lamar - Don’t Kill My Vibe Remix) [Reprod. by JDP]

  8. sinner [Reprod. by JDP]

  (Forest footsteps)

  i am a sinner

  who doesn’t want to sin again

  Lord forgive me

  Lord forgive me

  things I have done and said

  some times i need to be alone

  Cause if I continue my sinning then I would rather die

  I’ve been dirty for too long, and gone back too many times

  I don’t care what kind of pain it takes to make me into Light so

  can you crucify (me)

  can you crucify

  can you crucify (me)

  can you crucify

  I can feel the weight that

  Devastates the nations

  The weight of sin

  The wage is death

  It’s hard to walk

  With a heavy chest

  And I keep falling

  Every couple steps

  Wanna take a break

  Just to catch my breath

  But I can’t stop

  And I can’t rest

  Cause inside myself

  I see darkness

  Each morning I wake up I’m fighting the dark

  But I cannot do it alone anymore

  My songs tell a story

  My scars I have poured

  I gathered them as I was walking through forests

  I’m walking, I’m walking, I’m falling apart

  I’m crying and cut up from all of the thorns

  I’m tired and beat up from weathering storms

  The rapids of rivers on every floor

  I can feel the weight that

  Devastates the nations

  The weight of sin

  The wage is death

  It’s hard to walk

  With a heavy chest

  And I keep falling

  Every couple steps

  Wanna take a break

  Just to catch my breath

  But I can’t stop

  And I can’t rest

  Cause inside myself

  I see darkness

  i am a sinner

  who doesn’t want to sin again

  Lord forgive me

  Lord forgive me

  things I have done and said

  some times i need to be alone

  Cause if I continue my sinning then I would rather die

  I’ve been dirty for too long, and gone back too many times

  I don’t care what kind of pain it takes to make me into Light so

  can you crucify (me)

  can you crucify

  can you crucify (me)

  can you crucify

  the truth is that i’m not perfect

  but i hate making mistakes

  cause every time that i do

  it feels like i am far away (from you)

  deep inside a black hole

  that i cannot escape

  what the heck’s going on?

  i thought i already past this stage

  but the past repeats

  the past mistakes

  how can you be a hero

  with a villains cape

  how much can a villain get away with any way

  stuck inside the game don’t wanna play it every day

  cause it’s a dangerous game

  that we play with God

  but the danger is because the game is War

  with a deck of cards but we lack the hearts

  Got only black cards, 10’s our best score

  Cause the deck in our chest is mad poor

  And All the face cards are in God’s court

  Like some Royal Guards for the King’s Son

  And all the ace cards, we don’t got one

  every move made ends with God won

  Cause the Light’s Source

  is impenetrable

  Without your cross

  Its inevitable

  For the dark’s loss

  It’s the final boss

  i am a sinner

  who doesn’t want to sin again

  Lord forgive me

  Lord forgive me

  things I have done and said

  some times i need to be alone

  Cause if I continue my sinning then I would rather die

  I’ve been dirty for too long, and gone back too many times

  I don’t care what kind of pain it takes to make me into Light so

  can you crucify (me)

  can you crucify

  can you crucify (me)

  can you crucify

  How many times you gonna relapse?

  Where you reach back

  Cause you see that?

  Like a reflex

  To an itch you have

  And you keep scratching til you reach that

  how many times you gonna backslide?

  And commit the crime

  then lose your mind tryna justify?

  Cause you know the answer

  And you know the Truth

  so don’t try to hide

  you got no excuse

  it’s the not the time

  to try to act acute

  you’re not in the right

  you’re just an obtuse

  cause you know the Way

  but see what you do

  how they contradict’s

  a real issue

  and a hypocrite

  is not fit to

  lead the way

  nor equipped to

  and I’m not a fan of

  this you

  cause you sing a song

  and then switch tunes

  you walk this way

  then you switch shoes

  and you can’t hide

  cause I see through

  every lie

  cause I AM True

  In My Sight

  There’s nothing new

  you can’t deny

  what you still do

  In your mind

  What you pursue

  And because the sin is

  living in you

  the time has come

  I gotta kill you

  (Forest footsteps)

  (Falls)

  (The crucifixion)

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• December 21, 2019the valley of the shadow of death [prod. Samoth Wole]

  9. the valley of the shadow of death [prod. Samoth Wole]

  [Passion of the Christ: Christ and two others crucified]

  (Gesmas: If you are the Son of God, why don’t You save yourself?

  Prove to us…that You are who You say You are.)

  (Dismas: We deserve this, Gesmas…but He does not.

  I have sinned…and my punishment is just.

  You would be justified in condemning me.

  I ask only that You remember me, Lord…when You enter Your Kingdom.)

  (Christ: Amen, I tell you…

  On this day you shall be with Me…

  In Paradise.)

  there’s so much pain in the darkness

  emptiness is in the forest

  help me let go this is the hardest part

  there’s so much pain in the darkness

  emptiness is in the forest

  help me let go this is the hardest part

  I’m at the edge

  where the trees end

  and over the cliff

  is abysmal threats

  for sinful men

  dismal and dread

  prison of death

  where the worms are bred

  the flames not quenched

  and the pit is fed

  thought when you reached the end

  It would be Heaven

  but what you feel instead

  is what the Christ did

  and there’s raw chills

  when you experience it

  cause there’s no words

  for what you feel

  the screams of terror

  no one can hear

  you, at this level

  it’s you and fear

  locked in a room

  All alone, you peer

  but only see the doom

  there’s no doors here

  there’s no windows

  only the despair

  and the pain of the flame

  kills each tear

  as your soul sinks

  into a dark sphere

  you didn’t think death

  would be so severe

  forced to die

  to pay for the crimes

  your body’s alive

  but your mind’s here

  now in a distress

  even Christ feared

  there’s so much pain in the darkness

  emptiness is in the forest

  help me let go this is the hardest part

  there’s so much pain in the darkness

  emptiness is in the forest

  help me let go this is the hardest part

  please don’t leave me

  with the demons

  i see them feeding

  i hear them screaming

  i feel them breathing

  they’re not retreating

  they’re coming closer

  they’ve infiltrated

  [Passion of the Christ]

  (Christ: My God…

  my God…

  why have you forsaken me?)

  (Elevator descending)

  ...more

  

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