Day to day...
Seems like the best part of you
parted away
don't gotta give my part away
*intro*
Wish I could see past it
so passively Unantiquated
Came over
coiled on top of the bed
And played
The playstation
Saying I was all about
The trends
But your split ends
They were navy
don't ever remember?
I just relished
in the light
Making predictions
In the sky
Like when I was five
*part 1*
Chopping carrots
Chris brown
Playing out of a 3rd pan
If you never rocked the non slips
I don't hear fam
Like convos in the dumpster
how the Knicks could end it all
Walking down 436
Feeling stupendous
hoping inside the backseat
Headed out to backbooth
the way they treat the workers
You would say you caught an eyeful
I was working the door
At this edm night club
The right one noticed
And we dipped off quick
We walked down to the lake
and told me he had a mindful
Told me to tell his girl
That she actually she right tho
I told him 'if you hold it in
Then it's gone persist'
He looked at the
Water
And said 'boy that's where I'm from'
I knew exactly what he meant
But didn't want to spite him
I met a fighter pilot
I was by the Riviera
He said to join
The military
At the time it was
tempting
I need A quick fix
I'm in a stich
Where other answers
Were empty
I'm gonna sit
just at the front gate
temping
like a century
just waiting
corner guy and the mailbox
looked the same
And everyday
We played pretend
Felt elementary
I saw the fate in the
Reflection
Like I screamed out Mary
*part2*
Started looking at the roads
Like pathways
I'm better off
Halfway
Believing it happens
cause
bad brakes
Got popped like a market drop
And when the bell tolls
You can't watch them all day
You could sell yourself short
If you don't go out and play
and keep building up this fort
And rot inside the grave
That you paid for rent to own
I just hid inside my bed
With some kitties to call friends
I can tell we are nothing more
Than a couple mates
I'll give you this:
You never acted
Like a portmanteau,
A combination
Of two things
That weren't really you
But from my eyes
You were on vacation
Having company
Was a lot Harder to commit to
and maybe it was space
and maybe it was room
But the taste that you taste when you lick
Your lips that's the itch of a lovers chase
made a whole tape
Saying that 'kills the butterflies'
It manifested
And I fluttered flustered
Falling out the faulty sky
Sultry kisses that turned to fights
Resistance to new beginnings
Held me
Like I was last in line
Watching videos about
Motivation felt aimless
Because another person's
reasonings
did not leave me convinced
If only you saw his face
Right after he left the state
Intimidated in fact,
but not only wide awake
I wasn't like all your friends,
pass you up in a cage
should've been more mature
But it comes with the age
and I still watch SpongeBob
laugh at the little things
