no friends. out the mix, but very loving and supportive still. capturing stillness within me and attracting gentle relationships.

thïs summer came to a reality check close for me.

some say ït’s bad luck to cause any type of negativity to a pregnant person but ïf that really ïs the case her baby’s father and ï are on the same boat 🫶🏾🙃. fr though… ï am a believer in that everything happens for a reason & with going back to University— ïm moving towards something greater than myself, HL’s negative behavior towards me causes my mental state to feel extreme levels of anxiety & instability which constantly happening, and it was; would lead me into a manic episode, which last month made ït an entire year since my last. the people meant to be ïn my lïfe will be there when ï completely complete University. (thïnking to go after my masters too but 1 step at a time… skip a few but stay steady bu💙)

lïfe update that was not asked for; ïm going to go to school to become a licensed therapist (ïm a bit lit off champagne so my grammar ïs not the best while typing or ïn thïs rec. but ï wanted to speak ïn thïs moment of my lïfe. ï don’t mind being open especially ïf ït’s relatable & ïn many ways we all are. ï hope you gravitate towards thïs & p.s thïs ïs a kind of outlet for me ïn a therapeutic way. my own kind of therapy that ï hope does help me along with anyone else who thïs resonates with. 🌟🥂🔅

whoever reads this don’t let these fuck boys ruin your self esteem, they’re nowhere near worth ït ! >this encounter happened to me the same day ï recorded ït. >>for some reason my life ïs a never ending tale of tragic events, this is barely scratching the surface.