I felt you last night when you cried yourself to sleep begging spirit to show you how? Trying to figure it out... woke up with just enough energy to get everybody else together.. cause you're a lover and you want the best for everything around you...You maKe sure everyone feels, smells, and looks their very best, but let's be honest, you did not put as much effort into yourself, but it's ok cause they all are a reflection of you.... right? I mean... you want the ultimate best for you and yours.. so much sometimes you forget that you're important too...and that's ok too...You WE GONE WORK ON THAT!!!