Many times, we don't understand the depth and or weight of the vision that God gives us as Christians/Believers and His children. But that's why we have to seek Him, we have to understand that whatever God gives us, is way(x10) beyond us and our generation, but for generations to come. On the other hand, those of us who do some understanding undermine that we can even be used in the capacity that God is revealing to us. We literally tell God (who created us) that we aren't capable enough, smart enough, or 'holy' enough when God just wants us to come exactly as we are and allow Him to do the rest. He just wants a willing vessel.