Kingdom Testimony: Walking in the Kingdom of God

After the courtroom experience, I figured I needed to clean out my spiritual closet. I had left my "first love" and didn't even realize it, but the Lord was gracious to show me where I'd fallen short and to show me, through His Spirit, how to bring me back. Spiritual things started happening and I recorded them all as best I could. Recording these things has also strengthened my faith as I look back into how He was working in my life and will again. 

Let's remember that the MOTB is out of the book of Revelation... a symbolic and literal letter of John, who had a visitation from Jesus that was unlike anything anyone had ever witnessed. The name of the book is the "revelation" of Jesus Christ. This means it's meaning and interpretation is still unfolding. Let's not be so quick to think we know exactly what it all means because we aren't "there" yet. We may be IN it, but we haven't been given all of it's prophetic meaning.

What I woke up to on January 3rd was unsettling. I was in a courtroom and was found guilty of being unfaithful - to God. Jesus was there testifying to the Father in my defense. I was given a second chance; a 'do over', if you will. I had ran from the pain and suffering of my previous marriage and found a different life. But He wanted to give me a proper New Life. I just had to accept it. I knew it meant dealing with my present decision with a new husband and facing my past. There were lots of spiritual supernatural things starting to occur and I was grateful that God wanted to include me in His plan while at the same time forgiving me for deviating from it. He truly is a loving, saving, merciful God!

Our family was distant since all the stuff that happened surrounding Mom's death, so in December we had a family get together and my Pentecostal sister from Minneapolis and I made plans to do more spirit-led activities together. I started looking into 'spiritual legends' and reviving my Holy Spirit walk that was once so strong. That led me to start having visions again. In this episode, I tell of the visions I had up to December 2017 and a couple that happened then. 

Continuing on with my testimony, a recap of 2008 through early 2017. September 2017 I note a change in the spiritual atmosphere with the birth of my grandson. On October 5th, 2017, the Lord audibly woke me up, saying my name, and then "10/6/17". I forgot to note this in the recording but this date, according to the Torah Calendar (.com), is the beginning of the Feast of Tabernacles (Sukkot). I find this notable. I did not, at the time, know anything about the Revelation 12 Sign of 9/23/17. All I knew was that God woke me up and it was as if a New spiritual Day had dawned. Now I wonder if this truly was the start of the 7 years we all refer to as the Tribulation, whether it's the Great one or the time leading up to it, that I don't know. But look at what is taking place in the world with the mandates, etc. It's all very compelling.

I share a few more things that took place and then summarize what happened so that we could leave Mom's. In the process, I found employment back in Arizona but end up divorced. The Dream about the two story house comes true, but sadly our marriage ended. Next podcast will jump ahead to what took place in late 2017 that started the time that we are living in now. I say WE because the end times Revelations life took off about that time, which was a precursor to the Tribulation time we all are living in now, whether most realize it or not. 

Covers the first month at Mom's, getting settled in and realizing her physical and spiritual condition. She is somewhat belligerent and sarcastic regarding my Bible and notebook being at the table. The house is gross and we were expected to sleep on the carpet that the dogs "destroyed". We move into the moldy, creepy once-haunted basement and set it up so it's livable and "clean". We realize that we aren't going to be there for just a few weeks, that we're going to be there for the long haul, until the Lord says we can leave. 

Picking up in 2006 and 2007 with events; then on to what took place in 2008, which was to define my life since then. I'll be spending some time relaying what I wrote in my journals from 2008 when myself and my two sisters had to move in with our mom whose health was failing. This meant having to leave my home in Arizona, husband and two young adult sons, and going with my teenage daughter back up north for what I thought would be a few weeks. It ended up being just under six months. My childhood home, as I described in earlier episodes, was less than ideal. Not because of abuse or anything like that, but from bad spiritual juju in the house. These bad spirits had now permeated the house and my mother and us three youngest now living there had to deal with all of it. So many things took place there that changed my life, I still find myself dealing and healing to this day. But thankfully, this year, 2021, seems to be the year when all of it is being sorted out. Thank God.

Continuing on (after a three week hiatus for prayer and consideration) with my testimony, but I'm not reading the memoir anymore. Too in-depth, and I don't want to list names and places. In today's podcast, I summarize the move to Arizona and certain cool things that took place. The time frame is 1996 to 2006. Other things took place that the Lord was faithful on, and I may tell them later as is relevant, but I want to get to 2007 and 2008 because the Lord really started doing things then. Next podcast will pick up in 2007. I will refer to memory and to the memoir for this.

I appreciate those who have stuck with me during these recordings. It's not easy to tell your story, especially when other people were so instrumental, positively and negatively. We don't want to hurt anyone with our words. We are to love all people (1 Jn 4:7, among others.) Sometimes people do hurtful things to other people thinking they are doing right. Forgiveness is essential. If we can't forgive others, how can God forgive us? Have a blessed day...

Married days and deaths in the family. Family members moving away to do God's will. I want that, too! God starts to confirm Arizona as the plan for our lives.