When God puts more on you than you can take by yourself the only way you can make it through is with his help. When I am weak- I have to turn to the Lord.

Are you doing all the talking or are you listening to what that still small voice is saying back to you-

If you attend Church and are not saved- you see the great things but are not enjoying what it is to a child of God. If you are saved and have not been baptized and joined the Church then you are seeing the good things but are not enjoying your salvation.

If you have felt the pains of condemnation then prayer for forgiveness and you felt something happen. What Happened-

Baptism is not optional. It is a commandment and the first think a person should do after being saved.