Corey discusses the importance of being honest to yourself, the weird world of male motivation and self-help, and his own insecurities over labeling himself and the work he does.

Song(s) of the Week: "Everything Happens to Me" by Chet Baker

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Corey is back from Detroit and talks about being known by Google AI, recapping the Dillinger Four show, looking for meaning in Detroit, killing previous versions of himself out of necessity, and ends the show discussing "Good Morning, Midnight" by Jean Rhys and "A Happy Death" by Albert Camus.

Song(s) of the Week: "A Pyre Laid for Image and Frame" by Dillinger Four and "That's When I Reach for My Revolver" by Mission Of Burma

Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

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It's Thursday morning and Corey is preparing for his trip to Detroit by talking about bottling time, the intense emotions inside of airports, "The Sun Also Rises" by Ernest Hemingway and the nature of masculinity according to the author, and the theme of watching life slip by.

Song(s) of the Week: "Fifteen Minutes" by Mike Krol

Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

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In this 3:30 am edition of the show, Corey can't sleep, has abnormal blood, and a new diagnosis that reminds him of a story from his past.

Song(s) of the Week: "Starry Configurations" by Jets to Brazil

Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

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Corey provides an update on his continued health issues, the works of Lord Byron, a failed experiment with the podcast, and ends the episode discussing a spur of the moment trip to Detroit in two weeks.

Song(s) of the Week: "Sellthehousesellthecarsellthekidsfindsomeoneelseforgetiti'mnevercomingbackforgetit" by Dillinger Four

Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

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Corey starts off reading a poem he wrote earlier in the week and discusses a return to the reinvention/relaunch process, embracing literature, and fighting his mind's inability to communicate with his hands by dedicating himself to charcoal and guitar.

Song(s) of the Week: "Shithawks" by the Flatliners, "Maximum Piss & Vinegar" by Dillinger Four, and "Are You There, Margaret? It's Me God" by the Lawrence Arms

Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

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A recent bout of hypochondria landed Corey in the Emergency Room. This week he's looking back into his past to see why this is such an issue for him.

Song(s) of the Week: "Covered In Chrome" by Violent Soho

Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

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Corey recounts his issues with sleep throughout the various stages of his life.

Song(s) of the Week: "EAT MEAT!" by Wheelchair Sports Camp

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In this scattershot episode, Corey is working through jumbled thoughts and memories.

Song(s) of the Week: "Shred Cruz" by Mom Jeans

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Today is Mother's Day and Corey is processing the anniversary of his Mother's death and his not great relationship with her.

Song(s) of the Week: "My Head Is Fucked Again" by the Murderburgers

Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

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