With all the training and travel, my body likes to fight back at times. So yeah, I know what is like to fight those internal battles. Yet somehow I'm still calm and don't make others deal with my obstacles. Instead, I analyzed my bodies reactive patterns and learned skills that help me move through these moments to get to a better position. And yes, there are days like today where that skill gets tested every couple minutes. When I stopped wishing it would go away and started accepting it just gives me practice on my skills, my life dramatically changed.