I thought my long dark night/year of the soul had passed, but in many ways it is continuing. I may have landed in a new city but locating a permanent place to live has been challenging. Also I assumed, my next step was actually my next step and I am realising this was merely a mind/ego idea. The universe has kept me walking into brickwalls to make me realise this was not part of my commitment to living from my heart and soul and trusting the universe. I realised I was still attempting to control by doing something that I ‘thought’ was the next step…..I have taken two weeks to allow myself to let go of my attachment to this ‘missed step’ and recommit to allowing life to unfold without me controlling anything…I only need to respond to what unfolds. But is still a weird place to be, swimming and living in the unknown. Not knowing what the universe has in store next…..

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