It’s been about four weeks since I last released an episode of
Left Of Nashville. So What happened? Well, the short answer is
Everything and nothing. I had to get my taxes done. I live on nine
acres and it’s mowing season again. I finally got a phone with the
internet at my fingertips. And I was writing an upbeat song, which
for me, is a struggle. I guess you could say that life
happened.
But I still could've found a way to make it all work. But I
made excuses. It takes a full day to mow my yard, so there was a
day off work that I didn’t spend writing. I got caught up with
friends on my phone. I stayed on social media. Basically, I
procrastinated.
Then I hit the resistance. This is what Steven Pressfield
calls the thing that causes writers to procrastinate. Read his book
“The War Of Art” for his brilliant take on the resistance.
And procrastination breeds more procrastination. And then
self-doubt shows up. It didn't matter that I’ve churned out
nineteen episodes, I suddenly lost faith in my ability to write
songs and put out a compelling podcast. I was in another
dip.
I lost my mojo and felt like a failure. But a funny thing
happened: I kept working. Little by little. I gave myself a little
grace. I remembered what I read in a business book once about
stretch goals. Setting stretch goals is a way to force yourself to
get out of your comfort zone. If you set a lofty goal, such as
writing and recording a song a week, say, you will achieve more
than you would otherwise even if you do not meet your goal.
So I sat my ass down in the chair and wrote. A little here,
and a little there. It was a slog. I hated it. But I was making
progress. And after week seven of my experiment, I have three new
songs. Granted it’s not seven new songs, but it isn’t zero new
songs either. It’s three more songs than I had written in the
PREVIOUS seven weeks before starting this experiment, so I’m
satisfied. I didn’t fail. Not at all.
Hey guys, I am about to attempt another project that I will
explain in detail in an upcoming episode of Left Of Nashville. So I
need you guys to do me a favor. For those of you who listen on
iTunes, would you be so kind as to leave a review? This is
something that I have neglected to ask people to do, but it is very
important.
It helps this podcast rise in the rankings, which makes it
visible to more people. I need this to happen in order to help
launch this other project. It would mean the world to me. Thanks
guys!
Steven
Pressfield-The War Of Art
Ben Rector
Ben Kweller
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