Even the most godlike black men weren't attractive to me—at least not sexually, and now I was concerned and worried of why; my own theory of genetic attraction fading into the distance, but still not drawing much force in the way of wanting: I wanted someone, but not just anyone, and though I had been seeing Sonny all day long in the Deja Vu effect of my minds eye, I hadn't a slightest clue of what it could really all mean, and still even Dillon lingered on my mind. I was surrounded by men who clearly wanted me, and for whatever reason, could not want back—even the most beautiful of suitors. Perhaps—

Alright. That's enough.

Let my obsessions and reflections turn to objections, regrets and regressions—

Expressions, collections of

Fuck.

What.

This is fucking me UP.

Deng.

Huh.

Skrillex is fucking it up.

HE BOSSED UP.

Well, yeah, bitch.

I hate him .

You're supposed to.

At this point, none of this is real.

I need something to masturbate to.

Please stop this.

It's the captains brass knuckles

I'm asking for a smash n ass kissin

My stash missin, a glass animal slash

Mass wish granter;

An Ash Ketchum sketch and ketchup as collateral

Damn

Fast forward to after the ever after;

I had to look back and laugh some,

The chuckle fucker and puppy fluffer

Befuddled the grumpy something

Or humty dumpty'd the ugly lover,

So broke a hobo from Hoboken

Knows he ain't gettin a token from her

Oh LORD, I hate him

No you don't.

You *like* him.

UGH.

I just got this new game

Ohh, What is it?

It's Called T H E L E G EN D O F S U PA CREE

Oooh. Sounds... What is it?

What's the case say?

...Just..The Title.

What? Let me see this.

It's supposed to be virtual reality.

VIrtual--really?

Multidimensionally Infinite Entertainment For The Entire Planet…

wait , what's this?

I dont know.

Did this come with it? looks handwritten.

I don't know, I got it used…

You--from who?

I don't know, some dude. Or a chick but like *shrugs* it's rude to ask, right?

You couldn't tell at all?

.(A Flashback)

...Lets Play!

Who!

Legends.

Legend of the...super gay title.

This Mixtape is [Everlasting and Eternally Burning Infinite Hell] Fire

You already did the worst you could do, is

Make me lose you,

Make me love you, loosely

Make me lose you, to love me,

To love me, to lose you

To choose you over

Doing, we

What are you doing, honey.

Believe me

If it ain't mutual, I lose i'm too tied up in you

Already tied the noose, i chewed entire bottles

Died the night I cried for you inside the room

I'm superglied

I'm super used up

Super shy,

Am I Alive

To you?

Here, I wrote this for you

This too,

Just take a look,

It's like a book

I need your music,

Or the room with music in it

I can make it,

I can take the fame,

I guess it's just transgressions of

My past and present

Hard to see the future,

When I'm got inside the crystal ball delusions

Knowing you were in the room

The way we lost you

And the day I lost me,

Washed up in the sea,

You cried for me

My drive was 5 eterneties of peace, and

Please, I'm sorry

Please, don't worry

It's a masterpiece

But i'm been dead, man

I'm just a ghost and,

This whole look book,

or cook book,

Or look-what-it-took

book ,

I looked, and I just Booked it

All of a sudden

I'm not wondering

Why,

Rather I die Blu, than lie to you

I don't know

Who you might see

If you see the rest of me

I can;t love me

So maybe, I can't love you buddy

I would rather have a lover,

Thank a puppy,

Or a monkey

But I can't make me pretty

I can' make me make me money

And i'll never have a camera, or two friends that really love me

No I can't

I don't know

I'm past my breaking point

27, right?

I told the beezelbub to pull me under, but only if he let you up.

So,

What's in that cup.

Are you up yet?

Or maybe I'm the sleeping nothing

Maybe i'm avoiding, I'm the boy and youre the girl

And youre the owl and i'm just prowling

I'm just proud of how grounded

I was, for awhile

I don't even like it,

I just want to write it and light it all up

When I don't get that reply

I forget

I'm just.

I'm just

Skrillex:, I guess, if this is it.

Then

{Enter The Multiverse}

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