with apologies for the long absence, this episode speaks of a wayward utopia i have been dreaming about since i was 13. inspired by the book Wayward Lives, Beautiful Experiments by Saidyia Hartman, i wrote a poem that somewhat speaks to my emotions. have you ever thought about packing it all, leaving for a cabin in the middle of the woods and becoming the mysterious person no one dares to talk to? is that the right answer? to run away?