Letters I'll Never Send

Kim and Terry argue about their circumstances. Aaron shares big news.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized misogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia.

Content of this episode includes mentions of a suicide attempt, anxiety, child neglect, death, depression, racism, and serious illness. For more mental health resources for folks also dealing with substance abuse, check out the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration at samhsa.gov.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 13. Stupid Things.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman, Jhannelle Dionne as Zora Walker, Jenna Ng Lowry as Kim Salazar, Chris Baer as Terry Hamilton, Hayden Young as Aaron Goldman, Beatriz Caldas as Rosa, and Katie Bullard as Lily. 

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Marina gets into trouble at school. Terry and Zora have a long talk. Sadie tells Talia how she really feels.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized misogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia. 

Content of this episode includes mentions of a suicide attempt, anxiety, depression, self-harm, and serious illness. For more mental health resources, check out the World Health Organization’s Project Atlas at who.int.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 12. Nightmares.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman, Jhannelle Dionne as Zora Walker, Jenna Ng Lowry as Kim Salazar, Aïcha Martine Thaim as Marina Goldman-Walker, Jacob Derwin as Rodney Hall, Rachel Barnard as Talia Ross, and Allison DeBusk as Waitress.

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Sadie writes her fourth letter to Talia, detailing their history from middle school until now.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized misogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia.

Content of this episode includes mentions of a suicide attempt, anxiety, depression, homophobia, and self-harm. For resources on mental health and young people, check out ULifeline at ulifeline.org.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 11. When I Loved You.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman and Rachel Barnard as Talia Ross.

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

After Terry leaves for his conference in Japan, Kim becomes very ill very quickly.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized misogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia. 

Content of this episode includes mentions of a suicide attempt, anxiety, death, depression, and serious illness. In an emergency, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at (800) 273-8255.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 10. Come Back to Me.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman, Jhannelle Dionne as Zora Walker, Jenna Ng Lowry as Kim Salazar, and Chris Baer as Terry Hamilton.

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Aaron and Sadie join Kate for a birthday lunch. Kim introduces Sadie to Rodney, whom she has treatments with. Sadie and Zora have a talk with Marina about Kim’s diagnosis.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized mysogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia.

Content of this episode includes mentions of a suicide attempt, anxiety, death, depression, homophobia, transphobia, and serious illness. For resources on how to deal with mental health within the queer and trans community, check out The Trevor Project at thetrevorproject.org.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 9. Blood and Bones.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman, Jhannelle Dionne as Zora Walker, Jenna Ng Lowry as Kim Salazar, Chris Baer as Terry Hamilton, Aïcha Martine Thaim as Marina Goldman-Walker, Hayden Young as Aaron Goldman, Rachael Langton as Kate Goldman, Beatriz Caldas as Rosa, Jacob Derwin as Rodney Hall. 

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Sadie writes her third letter to a past therapist, whom she still has some anger toward.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized mysogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia.

Content of this episode includes mentions of anxiety and depression. For resources on how to deal with anxiety and depression, check out the National Alliance on Mental Illness at NAMI.org.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 8. Mind Games.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman. 

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Kim and Sadie spend more time together. Sadie and Zora meet up with Talia at Aaron’s concert.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized mysogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia. 

Content of this episode includes mentions of anxiety, depression, homophobia, self-harm, and serious illness.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 7. Dumb Luck.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman, Jhannelle Dionne as Zora Walker, Jenna Ng Lowry as Kim Salazar, Hayden Young as Aaron Goldman, Rachel Barnard as Talia Ross, and Justyn Melrose as Mark. 

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Kim takes Sadie to the boxing gym, where they end up talking about Kim’s diagnosis. Sadie sees her mom for the first time since she left the hospital.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized mysogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia. 

Content of this episode includes mentions of a suicide attempt, anxiety, child neglect, death, depression, and serious illness.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 6. Pressure.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman, Jhannelle Dionne as Zora Walker, Jenna Ng Lowry as Kim Salazar, Hayden Young as Aaron Goldman, Rachael Langton as Kate Goldman, Beatriz Caldas as Rosa, and Maya Goldman as Claudia. 

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Sadie writes her second letter to her cousin, whom she hasn’t seen in many years.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized mysogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia.

Content of this episode includes mentions of child abuse.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 5. Bonded.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman.

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.

Talia resurfaces in Sadie’s life after not visiting her in the psych hospital for months. Sadie has a conversation with Terry about family.

This show will contain mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child abuse and neglect, death, depression, homophobia, internalized mysogyny, racism, self-harm, serious illness, and transphobia.

Content of this episode includes mentions of a suicide attempt, addiction, anxiety, child neglect, depression, self-harm, and serious illness.

Please take care of yourself while listening and reach out for help if you need it. Enjoy the podcast!

Letters I’ll Never Send. Episode 4. Guilty as Charged.

Featuring: 

Dulce Valencia-Sanchez as Sadie Goldman, Jhannelle Dionne as Zora Walker, Jenna Ng Lowry as Kim Salazar, Chris Baer as Terry Hamilton, Hayden Young as Aaron Goldman, Rachel Barnard as Talia, and Beatriz Caldas as Rosa.

Letters I’ll Never Send was written by Nicole Zelniker and adapted by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker. 

Editing and sound design by Joe Dexter. 

Music by Jacob Derwin. 

Letters I’ll Never Send is executive produced by Dulce Valencia and Nicole Zelniker, and directed by Justyn Melrose.