January 2020
The Lord Jesus says, “When you pray, go to your room, shut the door and pray to Your Father who is unseen, And your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you."
Extreme sadness and a heavy burden over the sins of some people in churches pressed me down when the Lord revealed to me what lies beneath the surface in January 2020. In utter agony, I wept continuously to the Lord Jesus for all for months. If we could taste just a hint of the sadness of the Lord, we would all know how He feels about sins and see to it we do not tolerate them, especially in churches. Striving for the Joy of the Lord is heavenly and simply beautiful. No one who practices sin knows the Joy of the Lord.
I have prayed and wept more than this since the Lord gave me the Gift of Intercession in 2019 and the Holy Spirit’s Gift of discernment of spirits in January 2020 and revealed to me what I could not fully see before: the heavy practice of sins in the world, even in most churches. All my prayers were not recorded, but this one was captured in the recorder on that day, 27 January 2020.
I had no intention of publishing it, but in December 2024, the Lord told me to, even though, as you can hear, the audio quality was not good. I don’t know why the Lord wanted it published, but He knows why.
So, I did what He said and prayed He would use it to bless those who hear.
Please note that it is essential to read the transcript of this prayer while listening to it to understand it.
“Until we see spiritually, we cannot claim to know what's around, for everything seems the same and good, yet not the same, not all good. We cannot judge right when spiritually blind. Wide opened eyes, when spiritually blind, see not, while closed eyes with spiritual sight see well.” Elise Beatrice