This is the first in four podcasts about my heart damage, transplant waiting list, highs and lows toward transplant, and to the time I shut my eyes on the table for the 1st time. I originally wrote a 58-page biography about this part of my life but thought I would record it in four parts for those who might be interested. Part one is the story of how I found out my heart was failing, the first visit to the hospital, and setting the stage for the long wait.