FAMILY. DRAMA. Literally the most annoying thing on the planet and it just gets more intense as you get older because you're not a kid anymore and you actually know wtf is going on ... I share a personal situation that I'm going through right now and don't necessarily know how to handle at this point.

i just got my covid vaccine and the entire experience was NOTHING like i expected it to be. i mean. i don't even know what i expected buuuuuuut that wasn't it. lol

also, something that has been on my mind A LOT lately: CHANGE

why does it take so long for us to do the things we NEED to do to make a change in our life? i share my own experience struggling to make changes in both my work and personal life. & one of my best friends shayne joins the podcast to give me another perspective...

i got covid. 

my boyfriend garage boy joins the podcast for the first time EVER and we talk about the process of finding out, isolation, my symptoms and our experience...

I got a lot of backlash after sharing my feelings about Valentines day but you know what... I SAID WHAT I SAID. And I share my reasoning! Also! You know you deserve love and deserve to be treated like the Queen/King you are, right?? Or have we forgotten that??? 

I've also been having nightmares. And I think I know why. I finally open up about something I've been struggling with for a very long time... I just didn't want to admit it.

And my best friends have a sweet message for you at the end <3

my best friend was supposed to watch my parents house while they left town for the weekend, but instead he got too drunk and threw up all over the place...

so we scold shayne, mary tells her side of the story and we listen to the recording of him apologizing to my parents. enjoy. 

i talk about what it takes to be a really good friend. 

i call my best friend of 10 years and we share some of the ups and downs of our friendship.

and i learned a very important lesson this week: people's opinion of you is none of your business...  so i guess i have to stop being mad at that girl who bullied me in the 3rd grade? yea. i guess so. ... 

new year, still scary af?! JK!! but for real, first week of 2021 was quite eventful to say the least. first time doing a radio show from home. celebrated my 1 year anniversary with my bf & watched the capital get attacked for the first time since 1812. AND i learned a very important lesson this week: if i see a toxic person? WALK THE OTHER WAY..... 

kitten update. stockton california update. just watched the disney movie 'soul' and cried my freaking eyes out and i NEED you to watch it before the end of the year. AND i overcame one of my biggest fears. 

this is it. the last episode of 2020. we did it. i love you. cheers. 

my dad said garage boy can be on our family christmas card. too soon or nah? 

have you ever said the word 'sharting' on the radio? you haven't? oh. well i did. aaaaaand it was terrible. so i talk about that. & about all the changes i've been going through recently, personally & in my relationship. & i'm thankful. especially for you. happy thanksgiving.