I struggled to put words together for this one, that's probably because the story is not clear yet. It's not hazy either, I'd prefer I see it in 4K before I can say everything I can about "the process of getting". Just as there's nothing new under the sun, there's no one blueprint for all. This is a tailor-made life and the more I get to understand that, the more I doubt the existence of jealousy because my process is the art of control and surrender. I'm learning how to balance control and surrender, I may be doing the latter to a fault, but the trick is in the balance - or the balancing act.