Basketball had been a large portion of Sean's life growing up and we talked about the anxiety and void he felt when quitting the team in grade 12. However when he had his first heart attack in late 2019, the anxiety and void he felt was almost overwhelming. Sean recalls the events that happened leading up to his life-changing heart attack and relives the thoughts he had at the time. He talks about the long recovery he has been going through both physically and mentally. Physically, it was unclear how to solve his condition and he had to undergo surgeries. Mentally, the fear of another heart attack as well as the potential that he'll never be able to play sports competitively were constantly on his mind. Despite these obstacles, he talks about how he's been slowly trying to move on with his life, return to some level of normalcy and find new enjoyments in life.