Why are we saying "my anxieties, my diabetes, my headaches, my nerves are bad, my heart is bad, I feel sick everyday, I will never get well ect...
If God did not give it to you why are you claiming it as if He did. Do you know the effects those words have on your mind and your body? God gave us promises of healing and delieverance. He did say how long it would take before manifestation but He gave us the promise through salvation.
Wouldnt it be better for you to say what He said to you through His word than to keep speaking negatively over yourself.