In this *very* vulnerable solo episode, Amalia opens up about her journey living with ADHD. After getting tested and diagnosed in middle school, the journey of "let's try to fix Amalia's ADHD" began. Countless medications, methods, and techniques were recommended by doctors, and little to no improvements were made. After being told she was a burden & distraction so many times, by so many people, she truly began to believe it. This contributed to an overall skewed self image which bled well into her adulthood and all aspects of her life. After the ending of a 4 year relationship, her journey to self love began. After many months of healing, she has now cultivated a healthy sense of self worth & self love for the first time in her life. This journey back to self has lead her to confront her biggest point of shame - her ADHD. In this episode she begins to open up for the first time about the ups and downs of living with ADHD. By allowing listeners a window into her deepest & most hidden inner child wound, she is moving towards cultivating & embodying the ultimate form of self love - total acceptance of self.
ADHD (Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder) is a chronic condition including attention difficulty, hyperactivity, and impulsiveness. ADHD often begins in childhood and can persist into adulthood. It may contribute to low self-esteem, troubled relationships, and difficulty at school or work. ADHD brains have low levels of a neurotransmitter called norepinephrine. Norepinephrine is linked arm-in-arm with dopamine. Dopamine is the thing that helps control the brain’s reward and pleasure center. For this reason, people with ADHD brains fall into periods of depression & anxiety very easily.
The ADHD brain has impaired activity in four functional regions of the brain:
1. Frontal Cortex
This region controls high-level functions:
Attention
Executive Function
OrganizationThis region is located deeper in the brain. It regulates our emotions and attention.
A deficiency here can cause inter-brain communication & information to “short-circuit.” That results in inattention or impulsivity.
4. Reticular Activating System
This is the major relay system among the many pathways that enter & leave the brain. A deficiency here can cause inattention, impulsivity, or hyperactivity.