LIO ( Let It Out)

Everyday is a battle for me and I'm trying my best but it seem like being a relationship it's making my mental health progress harder and harder he doesn't get it he doesn't understand I just wish that I was not where I'm at where my mind where was not at I wish I had no memories on my past so I can live happy less stress less anxiety less depression less feeling alone

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I'm a renter and the person that we are renting this house from is not paying their HOA so they're talking about they probably going to put a lien on this house because the owner of this house is not paying their HOA. Please please if anybody can help me with something help our family with something I appreciate it so much God will thank you I would think you I would even send it back once I start getting back on my feet so whoever send me anything please I'm asking for help for my family and not anything will help $5 $10 I don't care anything will help.

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Expressing thought

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This episode it was just me expressing my feelings for the past two months that been going on nothing more but it is nice that if you would want to listening nothing by nothing to wrong you know just me expressing my feelings as to what happened you know around my household my opinion how I've been feeling like I said my podcast is my best friend so I'm just expressing my feelings hope you guys enjoy it thank you so much for listening thank you for giving me the time to listen to my opinion to listen to me expressing my feeling I don't have that much of people to talk to her so when I see people listen to my stuff and make me happy again thank you

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Life is not what I want it to be. My husband credit score is in the 600-630. We would Love to get a house we would like to owns a house but we need help. We do. It know how or where to start just need a push. Having his mother living with us Renting with us is a bad idea. We working very hard to stay in track to make sure that our family is not in the street. We have no other people to help us get things better. We are 2 adults that came from a broken home to come together to be there is something that we are working on to be better than ever. Sorry for the tears and thanks for listening.

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After hard work and dedication I did it y'all. Got my citizenship.

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Some part is not suitable for KIDS....So we are still waiting on our TAX and CTC. He is on unemployment and I can't work yet due to USCIS( green card) waiting on that so I can work. legit. I'm a rape victim I'm a abused surviver there is certain things that stop me from doing things that make me feel uncomfortable with my BODY. My man want me to get into camgirl with him at home, but due to my childhood experiences it stop me from feeling happy. I can't make no money and my man is not happy. He is not happy because I can't let what happen to me go. It's not my fault when I feel uncomfortable he don't get it. Life is so hard for me sometime only because I grew up all by myself with nobody else and when things happening to me so becoming a cam girl was very hard for me but I did try it for a little bit so he know that I don't mind but there is moments where I do feel uncomfortable because of my past experience have to do with it sex. I love him dearly and I wish that I didn't have my past if I did not have my past we would not be going through this but because of my past it's stopping me stopping my beauty from blossoming. I do apologize some of the words are not made for kids is not suitable for kids okay at that moment it was just him going off a little bit because we are struggling we are going through a tough time so he was just expressing his feelings but nothing that he said will or be done just to have an understanding everybody have a question and everybody have stress everybody have a lot of stuff going on and with this covid-19 and make things even worse in us having a baby things couldn't even get any worse but we are doing our best staying positive everyday I'm working through my USCIS papers recently today the 24th of August I got my interview you know just to get an update question and answers over a thousand question answers so now it's another wait so I'm crossing my fingers that everything goes well because I didn't they said I did something wrong by voting I didn't know but when I did vote I mean when I did what to do my paperwork they send me everything after I show them all my proof of my residency they still send me everything that I needed to vote so now they blaming it on me whatever the case is so I'm just waiting so by that it just making things so hard cuz our bills are piling up waiting to get help can't get help it's a lot so like I said it it was just a feeling he was just letting it out that's the title of my podcast let it out so it was just a thing we're going through and he was just expressing his feeling but I come him down you know we went for a walk we went to the park with the kids. we talked together and just move on to the next plan, just stay positive that's all we could do right now and do all part but other than that it was just letting it out it was just an expression of how he felt you know we get to hear the men side sometime we don't get to hear the man side how they FEEL about life because as a father who is here supporting his family it's hard on them too. being the man so he was just letting it out and I just caught it at that moment as you can tell he was driving there was music but you know this is Real life you get to hear. You get to hear a man Point of View like I said the man side how they really feel some of them really feel inside pain holding it in it's not just US women or females be holding stuff in. they hold stuff in too to look tough and the king we want. he was just expressing his feelings. I gave him that moment to express his feeling and let it out cuz I know it's hard on him too that's why I do my best to try to make him happy as best as I can not having focus on other things what was going on right now but the family and loving each other respecting everybody else around us and keeping our family safe. I love our family we just want to stop struggling, we doing everything I. Our power to keep Us from becoming FULL HOMELESS WITH 3 KIDS. God is

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This episode I was just expressing my feeling about the last episode and what's going on and what happened within this week or this month I've been going on hope you guys enjoy it

This episode was really me talking about how the governor or the mayor of our state or any other states they're not helping their people they letting people go out and be homeless families are getting evicted but they're not helping I feel like that is wrong so I just had to speak on it my feeling on it who else is out there that's feeling that way?

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I'm still waiting on an upyon my naturalization, hopefully they give me another chance, even though the part they give me say I can scan and upload the documents on my account. Do not lose hope

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