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I rarely meet people who believe in unconditional love. I never used to, until I changed my definition of love. It used to be solely based in action and thought. I think loving thoughts and this means I love, loving acts are performed for me and this means they love me.

But I know now that love is bigger than that. Love is freedom and love is knowing. To know someone used to love them, to really see them for who they are. And to give them the freedom to be who they are, even if who they are has done some terrible things.

The thoughts and the actions are irrelevant to love. Thoughts and actions only determine whose physical presence is allowed in our lives. But I don’t need to be anywhere near a person in bodily form to love them.

And my love is no benefit to anyone but me. but it is such a hefty benefit, I won’t let anyone else’s actions take it from me.

If you enjoyed this, subscribe or listen on iTunes and other podcast platforms. I’m posting voice notes like this one. These are assorted thoughts that come to me during calm meditative states.

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I have hundreds of recordings of dreams and visions that come to me in a meditative state. This one from my archives was May 17, 2025, which happens to be 2 years to the day that I first began having visions and dreams again after 25 years or so being offline. My awakening began with divorce and was fully activated when healing in relationship again. It was in the middle of that relationship I was getting in tune with my nervous system and listening more closely to my intuitive voice.

After a couple of years of practice, listening and watching for visions, and channeling poetry, I’m not afraid of these things anymore and it’s pretty commonplace. And it was this intuitive information that helped me move through my feelings after that breakup, and others who’ve come and gone since. My entire life now consists of trials I have to work through and visions that help me keep perspective and stay rooted in who I am and how others see me.

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For my first audio post to this section of my substack, I thought this would be funny. This was shortly after Navy Guy broke up with me. He said he was worried that he was breadcrumbing me. I told him I didn’t see it that way. And I didn’t. I made this audio thinking I would send it to him to clarify what I meant, but I decided to post it to TikTok instead.

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