In this reflective year-end episode, I’m closing the chapter on 27 and stepping into 28.

I reflect on a year that began in one place and ended somewhere completely different — a year marked by purpose, growth, loss, and deep becoming.I touch on pop culture moments that stayed with me — including my thoughts on the P Diddy documentary — and reflect on my recent trip to Zanzibar, a place that reminded me how to dream again, reconnect with wonder, and reimagine what’s possible for my life.

I talk about the milestones that shaped me: finally walking a graduation stage after years of waiting, finding fulfilment in my career, building soul-deep friendships, starting Live Again after years of contemplation (and seeing it recognised by Apple Podcasts), growing Let Live Socials into a space of real community for girls in Cape Town, and receiving affirmation for my creative work.

This episode doesn’t shy away from the harder parts either. I speak candidly about watching my marriage fall apart, navigating divorce, and how — even in heartbreak — my relationship with God deepened in ways I didn’t expect.

If you’re closing out a year that changed you, this one’s for you.You can also find this podcast on:

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That's it for 2025! I think? Lol, in today's episode we reflect on lessons learned from 2025 but specifically things I learned about my faith. We talk about my top sermons of the year and what I'm walking into the new year holding onto. Pastors referenced to are: Pastor Steven Furtick and Dr. Dharius Daniels.

I hope you enjoy! Let me know either in the comments or by rating and reviewing. I will see you in the new year! (or in 2 weeks, who knows! lol).

In this deeply personal episode, I share how the It’s Not Supposed to Be This Way YouVersion Bible Plan by Lysa TerKeurst helped me return to God after a season where disappointment made me drift from Him.

When life doesn’t go the way we imagined, our faith can feel shaken. We praise God when things look “normal,” question Him when they don’t, and sometimes even walk away when it feels like He allowed the very thing that broke us.

Together, we explore four truths that helped me rebuild my relationship with God:

• How our assumptions about what a “good God” should do can leave us disappointed
• How unprocessed hurt can distort God’s love story if we allow it to.
• How wrestling with unmet expectations can actually draw us closer to God, not further away.
• How our “I don’t know” seasons can quietly strengthen our trust, our surrender, and our confidence in His goodness.

If you’ve ever felt disappointed, confused, or hurt by God — or if you’ve ever wondered how to come back after drifting — this episode is for you.#Faith #GOD #Christianity #Deconstruction

On this weeks episode we're just kicking back and having fun with some vacation stories enjoy the banter! Look out for my Vlog on my trip and please take a moment to like, subscribe/follow, rate, and review the podcast. Your support helps these conversations reach others who need to hear them.

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#podcast #liveagainpodcast #liveagainwithsibahle #vacation #love

If this episode resonated with you, please take a moment to like, subscribe/follow, rate, and review the podcast. Your support helps these conversations reach others who need to hear them.You can also find this podcast on:

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If this episode resonated with you, please take a moment to like, subscribe/follow, rate, and review the podcast. Your support helps these conversations reach others who need to hear them.You can also find this podcast on:

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Connect with me:Email me at: [email protected] #blacktax #burnout #productivity #faith #christianity #discipline

In this episode, we dive deep into the art of intentional healing after life’s most difficult seasons. Join me as we explore the delicate balance between allowing yourself to “rot” as part of the grieving process while avoiding the trap of staying stuck in cycles that prolong your suffering. 

This episode is for anyone who’s walked through heartbreak, loss, or major life transitions and is ready to heal intentionally rather than just survive.

If this episode resonated with you, please take a moment to like, subscribe/follow, rate, and review the podcast. Your support helps these conversations reach others who need to hear them.

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#healing #howtoheal #heartbreak #heartache #breakup 

Welcome to the Live Again Podcast with Sibahle Muthwa. In this episode we explore marriage and how it affects women. I want to hear your thoughts, please comment your opinions and let’s engage respectfully.

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References:

Zarna Garg on the Good Hang Podcast: https://youtu.be/Y0D6WOXE1KM

Episode of Greys Anatomy referenced: Season 8, Episode 19, "Support System"

The Mrs Phano post read can be found on her instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/mrs_phano?igsh=MWw1eHVhOXBvZmtpZw==

Source of studies around marriage:

* Amato, P. R. (2010). Research on divorce: Continuing trends and new developments. Journal of Marriage and Family, 72(3), 650–666. https://doi.org/10.1111/j.1741-3737.2010.00723.x*

Waite, L. J., & Gallagher, M. (2000). The case for marriage: Why married people are happier, healthier, and better off financially. Broadway Books.

* Kiecolt-Glaser, J. K., & Newton, T. L. (2001). Marriage and health: His and hers. Psychological Bulletin, 127(4), 472–503. https://doi.org/10.1037/0033-2909.127.4.472

* Simon, R. W. (2002). Revisiting the relationships among gender, marital status, and mental health. American Journal of Sociology, 107(4), 1065–1096. https://doi.org/10.1086/339225