Living Louder

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  • Life After a Sex Offense

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where honest conversations, hope, and transformation take center stage. In this inspiring episode, host Portia Louder sits down with a remarkable guest, James, a man who has faced incredible challenges, taken full ownership of his past, and turned his life around through faith, accountability, and love. Their candid discussion delves into difficult topics like incarceration, sex offenses, forgiveness, and the power of vulnerability—offering hope and encouragement for everyone navigating their own struggles.James shares his personal journey from a successful business career to facing prison time for a sex offense. Despite the stigma and societal judgment, he emphasizes the importance of owning one’s mistakes, learning from them, and choosing to become a better person. His story highlights that true change is possible, even in the darkest moments, when we accept responsibility and lean on faith and support from loved ones. James openly discusses his experience with excommunication from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and how that period of spiritual humility paved the way for his re-baptism, redemption, and future aspirations, including returning to the temple.Throughout the episode, Portia and James talk about the significance of honesty, vulnerability, and the importance of a loving support system—whether it's family, friends, or faith community. They share stories of forgiveness, including powerful accounts of victims who have found peace through understanding and service, illustrating that healing is possible at any stage of life. Both guests emphasize that forgiveness is a personal journey, and while it’s not always easy or immediate, it’s a vital step toward inner peace and growth.This conversation is a call to action for listeners to confront their own pasts with courage, to support loved ones with compassion, and to understand that everyone deserves a second chance. Whether you're someone who has made mistakes, a family member of someone who's struggled, or a victim seeking healing, this episode offers hope, practical insights, and the reassurance that with faith and effort, transformation is within reach.Join us as we explore how faith, accountability, and love can help us all live louder—beyond shame and judgment—toward a brighter, more hopeful future.Hashtags:#LivingLouder #RedemptionStory #HopeAndHealing #Accountability #Forgiveness #FaithJourney #SecondChances #Transformation #OvercomingStigma #MentalHealthAwareness #FaithAndRecovery #Inspiration #SelfGrowth #HealingJourney #MentalHealthMatters #FaithInAction #HopeAfterIncarceration #OvercomingShame #SupportAndLove

    49 min
  • The More You Do, The More You Can Do - Manny Lopez

    Welcome to the Living Ladder podcast — a powerful platform dedicated to sharing inspiring stories of hope, resilience, and transformation. Hosted by individuals who have faced life's toughest challenges, this podcast dives deep into real-life experiences of overcoming addiction, incarceration, trauma, and adversity, all while emphasizing the importance of faith, community, and second chances.


    In each episode, we sit down with authentic voices—former inmates, community leaders, faith-based advocates, and everyday heroes—who have turned their pain into purpose. These stories highlight the profound journey from darkness to light, illustrating that no matter how difficult life gets, redemption is always within reach when we believe in ourselves and lean on a higher power.


    Our guests share candid insights about their past struggles, the power of faith and forgiveness, and the pivotal moments that shifted their lives. From the importance of community support to the transformative power of love and loyalty, these conversations remind us that connection and compassion are the keys to healing. Whether it's a story of a person coming out of prison and reintegrating into society, or someone overcoming childhood trauma to find purpose, each episode aims to motivate and uplift listeners everywhere.


    The Living Ladder podcast emphasizes that everyone has a story worth telling and a potential for greatness. We believe that sharing these stories can inspire others to keep pushing forward, believe in second chances, and understand that our past does not define our future. Through faith and perseverance, we can all climb out of darkness and step into the light.


    Join us for heartfelt conversations, practical advice, and lessons learned along the way. Whether you're on your own journey of healing, supporting someone else, or just seeking inspiration, this podcast offers a space for hope, growth, and community. Together, we can build a ladder—step by step—toward a brighter future.


    Subscribe, share, and be part of the movement to transform lives through stories of faith, resilience, and redemption. Remember, no matter where you come from, you are worthy of a second chance.


    Hashtags:


    #LivingLadder #RedemptionStory #FaithAndHealing #SecondChances #OvercomingAdversity #Inspiration #RecoveryJourney #CommunitySupport #Transformation #HopeInDarkness #StrengthThroughFaith #RiseAbove #MentalHealthMatters #PrisonReentry #LoveAndLoyalty #NeverGiveUp

    43 min
  • Jail Saved my Life. An Advocate, Destiny Garcia

    https://www.cleanslateutah.org/

    In this powerful episode of the Living Louder podcast, host Portia Louder sits down with Destiny Garcia, an inspiring advocate, community leader, and mother who has overcome incredible odds. From a childhood marked by violence, abuse, and trauma, Destiny shares her deeply personal story of addiction, homelessness, and the journey to recovery. She candidly discusses her experiences with abusive relationships, her struggles with opiate and meth addiction, and her time spent cycling in and out of jail. Despite these hardships, Destiny’s resilience and determination led her to find hope, purpose, and a new life through advocacy, education, and community support.


    Destiny recounts the pivotal moments that transformed her life, including her participation in Operation Rio Grande, her efforts to seek treatment, and her eventual role as the executive director of Clean Slate Utah — a nonprofit dedicated to helping individuals clear their criminal records and rebuild their lives. She emphasizes the importance of sharing her story openly and loudly, not only to heal herself but to inspire others who feel trapped in the cycle of addiction, violence, or incarceration. Her journey from homelessness and addiction to working with local government and advocating for systemic change exemplifies the power of second chances.


    Throughout this episode, Destiny talks about the importance of mental health, the impact of trauma, and the significance of community support and belief. She highlights how her life changed when people in her community, including the mayor of Salt Lake City, believed in her and gave her opportunities she never thought possible. Destiny’s story underscores that everyone deserves a chance at redemption and that honest, open conversations about addiction and recovery can foster understanding and change.


    Join us as Destiny Garcia shares her heartfelt story, her advocacy work, and her hopes for the future. Whether you’re in recovery, supporting someone who is, or simply looking for inspiration to overcome your own struggles, this episode offers hope, encouragement, and a reminder that transformation is possible — no matter how deep the wounds.


    Tune in to be inspired by Destiny’s resilience and learn how community, faith, and perseverance can help turn pain into purpose.


    #LivingLouder #RecoveryJourney #TraumaHealing #SecondChances #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthMatters #Inspiration #EndTheStigma #WomenInRecovery #CommunitySupport

    48 min
  • Can Prison be Charming? Mistakes and Miracles.

    In this heartfelt and inspiring episode of Living Louder, hosts Portia Louder, Oaks Hendershot, and Michael Moyle dive deep into their personal journeys of faith, resilience, and transformation. From navigating the challenges of growing up in Utah to serving missions abroad, and from life in prison to finding divine purpose, these incredible young men share authentic stories that will uplift and motivate you to see God's hand in every aspect of life.

    Discover how Oaks's childhood in India and Utah shaped his perspective on service and compassion, and learn about Michael’s profound experiences with love, forgiveness, and understanding the Savior’s atonement. They openly discuss spiritual experiences, overcoming mental health struggles, and the importance of listening to the Spirit in everyday decisions—especially during life’s most difficult moments. 

    This episode also explores the power of friendship, the significance of belonging, and how divine guidance can lead us through life's trials and mistakes. Whether you're seeking encouragement, spiritual insights, or just a reminder that you're never alone, this conversation will leave you feeling inspired to live louder and love deeper.

    Join us as we talk about divine miracles, the importance of service, the role of the Holy Ghost, and the incredible ways God’s love manifests in our lives—sometimes in the most unexpected ways. Don’t miss this uplifting episode filled with real stories, honest reflections, and powerful lessons on faith and perseverance.

    Tune in and be reminded that no matter your circumstances, you are loved, guided, and capable of overcoming anything through Christ.

    #LivingLouder #FaithJourney #DivineGuidance #MiraclesHappen #SpiritualExperiences #OvercomingTrials #MissionLife #MentalHealthAwareness #JesusChrist #InspiredLiving #DivineLove #PersonalGrowth #FaithOverFear #GodsPlan #AuthenticStories

    1 hr 13 min
  • The Wilcox Family Shares: When your Daughter Goes to Prison

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where we dive deep into inspiring stories of resilience, love, service, and personal growth. In this episode, we are joined by the incredible Wilcox family—parents, grandparents, and grandchildren—who share candid, heartfelt conversations about their life's journey. From overcoming childhood traumas to navigating the challenges of Vietnam war, prison, loss, and family struggles, this episode is a testament to the power of perseverance and unconditional love.

    Meet Cliff Wilcox, a Vietnam veteran who survived intense conflict, two Purple Hearts, and a series of health challenges including kidney failure and strokes. Cliff’s story is one of courage, determination, and transformation. Despite a tumultuous youth filled with risks and adventures, he turned his life around, embodying resilience and the spirit of a survivor. His reflections on his military service, the importance of choosing to be the best soldier he could be, and the value of having mentors who helped him through dark times serve as powerful lessons for all.

    Portia’s mother, Chris, shares her story of motherhood, loss, and unwavering faith. Her childhood was filled with unique experiences, growing up in a free-spirited, no-rules environment that fostered creativity and independence. She recounts her journey of raising seven children in the country, providing them with a childhood full of adventures, outdoor fun, and life lessons. Her compassionate heart shines through as she discusses her love for children, her service to neighbors and community, and how her faith has helped her weather life's storms, including the heartbreaking loss of a child and her own struggles with addiction and healing.

    Portia herself offers a powerful perspective on transformation, redemption, and the importance of working on oneself to influence positive change in others. She shares her personal journey of overcoming incarceration, battling addiction, and finding strength through faith and family. Her story underscores that it’s never too late to reinvent yourself and that hope and love can lead to profound healing.

    Together, this family embodies the true meaning of living louder—embracing life’s challenges with compassion, humor, and resilience. Their stories are a source of inspiration for anyone facing difficult circumstances, reminding us that no matter how tough life gets, love, service, and perseverance can guide us toward a brighter future.

    Join us for this heartfelt, real, and uplifting conversation that will inspire you to reflect on your own life, appreciate the legacy of your family, and find strength in your personal journey. Whether you're interested in family stories, overcoming adversity, or simply looking for meaningful inspiration, this episode of Living Louder is sure to resonate deeply.

    Don’t forget to subscribe, share, and leave a review if these stories touch your heart. Let’s celebrate the power of family, resilience, and living louder than ever before!

    #LivingLouder #FamilyStories #Resilience #Inspiration #OvercomingHardship #VietnamVeteran #FamilyLegacy #PersonalGrowth #Hope #Healing #FamilyJourney #Motivation #FaithInAction

    1 hr 4 min
  • Resilience in the Face of Adversity: A Mother’s Story of Love and Forgiveness

    Episode Title: From Chaos to Clarity: A Mother’s Journey Through Addiction, Prison, and Redemption


    Description:

    In this heartfelt and honest episode of the Living Louder podcast, Portia and her daughter Shelby share their powerful story of resilience, love, and transformation. This episode takes you on a deep journey through a family’s struggles with addiction, the chaos of growing up in an unpredictable environment, and the path to healing and forgiveness.


    Portia opens up about her tumultuous past, including her battles with addiction, her time in prison, and the profound lessons she learned through her experiences. She describes how her addiction began at a young age, how she navigated the legal system, and the traumatic experiences she faced during incarceration, including illegal treatment and the emotional toll it took. Despite these hardships, she emphasizes the importance of faith, accountability, and the power of God's grace in her recovery journey.


    Shelby offers her perspective as her mother’s daughter, recounting her upbringing in a home filled with love but marked by a lack of structure. She shares how her childhood was filled with adventure, independence, and moments of chaos, but also how she developed a desire for stability and structure as she grew older. Shelby reflects on her own struggles with addiction avoidance, her admiration for her mother’s strength, and her feelings about her father’s love and adoption process.


    Throughout the conversation, they discuss the impact of Portia’s incarceration on their family, how it changed their views of justice and compassion, and the importance of facing the truth. They also talk about the significance of boundaries, accountability, and forgiveness in fostering healing within their family.


    This episode is a raw, emotional, and inspiring story of overcoming adversity, embracing vulnerability, and finding hope in the midst of hardship. Whether you're facing your own challenges or seeking insight into family dynamics, this conversation offers valuable lessons on love, resilience, and personal growth.


    Join us as we explore these candid moments, and discover how love and faith can transform even the darkest experiences into opportunities for growth and redemption.


    Tune in for a powerful story of hope, healing, and the strength of family.


    Hashtags:

    #FamilyHealing #Resilience #AddictionRecovery #Forgiveness #PersonalGrowth #FaithJourney #MotherDaughter #RedemptionStory #MentalHealthAwareness #HealingJourney #LivingLouderPodcast



    25 min
  • Overcoming Hardship: Chad & Portia Share Their Journey of Faith and Forgiveness

    Welcome to a deeply honest and inspiring episode of the Living Louder podcast! Today, Chad and his spouse open up about their incredible journey through life's most difficult trials, sharing insights, struggles, and lessons learned along the way. From the chaos of addiction, the pain of legal battles, and the weight of incarceration, to rebuilding a marriage rooted in faith, forgiveness, and resilience — their story is a powerful reminder that no matter how hard life gets, we can find hope, purpose, and transformation.


    In this episode, you’ll hear firsthand how Chad’s perspective on personal accountability and focusing on the “end game” helped them weather some of their darkest days. They talk about the importance of owning your part in any relationship or challenge, and how living by principles has been a guiding force through adversity. Their honest conversation covers the importance of emotional discipline, the power of forgiveness, and the strength it takes to choose love over anger—even when everything feels overwhelming.


    They reflect on the early days of their marriage, the different worlds they came from, and how they navigated the adjustments and sacrifices necessary to build a life together. You’ll learn about the role of faith, prayer, and intentionality in healing wounds and fostering growth. Their story highlights that true change is possible at any stage of life, and that vulnerability and honesty are essential tools for personal and relational transformation.


    This episode isn’t just about overcoming individual struggles — it’s about the power of community, support, and seeing the good in others, regardless of their past. They emphasize the importance of humanizing people who have made mistakes and the need for society to cheer on those who are working hard to rebuild their lives. From their experiences, they offer practical advice for couples facing challenges, as well as encouragement for anyone feeling stuck or overwhelmed.


    Whether you're battling your own hardships, seeking to strengthen your marriage, or simply looking for authentic stories of redemption and hope, this episode will inspire you to live louder and embrace the principles that lead to lasting happiness and growth. Their journey is a testament to the fact that no matter what life throws at you, you can choose to come back stronger, more compassionate, and more committed to your values.


    Don’t forget to subscribe for more real conversations, heartfelt stories, and actionable tools to live your best life. Together, let’s build a community that uplifts, encourages, and inspires us all to live louder with purpose!


    #MarriageJourney #RedemptionStory #OvercomingAddiction #FaithAndForgiveness #PersonalGrowth #LivingLouder #RelationshipGoals #Resilience #MentalHealthAwareness #Inspiration #LifeTransformation #MarriageStrength #Healing #Accountability #HopeInAdversity

    43 min
  • She Grew up in Prison - Maisie King

    Join Maisie and Portia in this heartfelt episode of the Living Ladder podcast as they share powerful stories of redemption, healing, and transformation. From their tumultuous beginnings growing up in challenging environments to their experiences in prison, they explore how pain can be a catalyst for growth and how embracing responsibility leads to true freedom. Maisie reflects on her journey of overcoming addiction, reconnecting with her family, and finding purpose beyond the prison walls. This conversation delves into deeper themes of loyalty, faith, self-discovery, and the importance of internal work to create lasting change. Whether you're facing your own struggles or seeking inspiration to transform your life, this episode offers hope and practical insights on how to turn pain into beauty and build a legacy of resilience.Throughout the episode, Maisie shares her profound understanding that prison, while often seen as a punishment, can also be a sacred space for healing if approached with intent. She discusses how her time inside allowed her to unburden her soul, reflect on her past, and develop a new perspective on life. The importance of internal work—feeding the soul, building genuine relationships, and embracing authenticity—is emphasized as essential for lasting change. Macy’s story is a testament to how suffering, when processed with courage and faith, can lead to a life filled with purpose and hope.Portia and Maisie also explore the deep bond of family, loyalty, and brotherhood that has sustained them through their darkest times. Maisie recounts her unwavering commitment to her brother and her children, and how her journey of healing has transformed her relationships. They highlight the significance of forgiveness, letting go of resentment, and recognizing that true change begins from within. Their stories serve as a reminder that no matter how difficult the past may be, it’s never too late to rewrite your story and create a brighter future.Finally, this episode offers practical advice for those who have loved ones in prison or are battling addiction. Maisie encourages listeners to hold onto hope, have faith in the capacity for change, and be brave enough to face the truth. The conversation underscores that healing is an ongoing process, and that every step forward is worth celebrating. Whether you're seeking inspiration or looking for tools to support your own journey, this heartfelt discussion will remind you that transformation is possible when you choose to embrace it with an open heart.#PrisonRecovery #HealingJourney #RedemptionStory #FamilyAndLoyalty #InnerGrowth #Transformation #SelfDiscovery #FaithAndHope #MentalHealthMatters #Livinglouderpodcast

    1 hr 15 min
  • A Journey to Sobriety & Love - Manny & Misti Lopez

    In this heartfelt episode of the Living Louder podcast, we dive deep into the transformative power of love, faith, and commitment after facing life's hardest challenges. Join Portia, Manny, and Misty as they share their inspiring journey of overcoming addiction, incarceration, and trauma to build a strong, healthy relationship rooted in trust and mutual respect. Their story is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the incredible possibilities that come from choosing hope and forgiveness. Throughout the conversation, they discuss the importance of self-love and personal growth as foundational elements for a healthy partnership. Manny talks about how recovery and working on himself helped him realize how much he loves Misty, while Misty shares her journey of healing, learning to trust again, and embracing her faith. They emphasize that true commitment involves standing by each other through the difficult moments, trusting in the process, and prioritizing long-term happiness over temporary fears or insecurities. The episode also explores practical tools they use to navigate triggers, jealousy, and past betrayals. From open communication to setting boundaries and practicing honesty, their story offers valuable insights for anyone working to rebuild trust after betrayal. They highlight the significance of surrounding themselves with positive influences and learning from other healthy relationships to foster growth and stability. Faith plays a central role in their journey, reinforcing the belief that a higher power can guide and strengthen us through life's storms. Manny shares how his relationship with God has been a source of strength, and Misty reflects on how her faith has helped her find peace and purpose. Their story inspires listeners to lean into their spirituality and find a greater power to support their healing process. Whether you're in a relationship facing challenges or seeking personal growth and recovery, this episode offers encouragement, hope, and practical advice for creating a life filled with love, trust, and faith. Remember, no matter how dark things may seem, transformation is possible, and brighter days are ahead. #LivingLouder #RelationshipGoals #FaithAndHealing #RecoveryJourney #TrustAndLove #MentalHealthMatters #SelfLove #HealingFromTrauma #MarriageAfterHardship #HopeInRecovery

    32 min
  • Hope: Hold on - Pain Ends - Mysti Lopez

    In this heartfelt episode of the Living Louder podcast, we dive deep into the transformative power of love, faith, and commitment after facing life's hardest challenges. Join Portia, Manny, and Mysti as they share their inspiring journey of overcoming addiction, incarceration, and trauma to build a strong, healthy relationship rooted in trust and mutual respect. Their story is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the incredible possibilities that come from choosing hope and forgiveness. Throughout the conversation, they discuss the importance of self-love and personal growth as foundational elements for a healthy partnership. Manny talks about how recovery and working on himself helped him realize how much he loves Mysti, while Mysti shares her journey of healing, learning to trust again, and embracing her faith. They emphasize that true commitment involves standing by each other through the difficult moments, trusting in the process, and prioritizing long-term happiness over temporary fears or insecurities. The episode also explores practical tools they use to navigate triggers, jealousy, and past betrayals. From open communication to setting boundaries and practicing honesty, their story offers valuable insights for anyone working to rebuild trust after betrayal. They highlight the significance of surrounding themselves with positive influences and learning from other healthy relationships to foster growth and stability. Faith plays a central role in their journey, reinforcing the belief that a higher power can guide and strengthen us through life's storms. Manny shares how his relationship with God has been a source of strength, and Mysti reflects on how her faith has helped her find peace and purpose. Their story inspires listeners to lean into their spirituality and find a greater power to support their healing process. Whether you're in a relationship facing challenges or seeking personal growth and recovery, this episode offers encouragement, hope, and practical advice for creating a life filled with love, trust, and faith. Remember, no matter how dark things may seem, transformation is possible, and brighter days are ahead. #LivingLouder #RelationshipGoals #FaithAndHealing #RecoveryJourney #TrustAndLove #MentalHealthMatters #SelfLove #HealingFromTrauma #MarriageAfterHardship #HopeInRecovery

    54 min

About Living Louder

From the publisher's feed

Portia spent four and a half years of her life in federal prison and her life was transformed. This is an account of kindness, faith and enduring friendships discovered in federal prison.