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(CHROUS)
hope you do not forget me,
broken heart is upsetting,
feel like you won't accept me,
if I show things about me,
too upsetting,
too upsetting,
if I show things about me too upsetting,
its too upsetting,
if I show things about me its too upsetting.
(VERSE)
too afraid to let you inn,
girl I'm gone again,
all my thoughts feel lost again,
all my thoughts feel crossed again,
all this pain is menacing,
need my medicine,
pop 1 or pop 2 or maybe 3,
& im so gone again,
yeah,
am I numb?
living life every night,
(oh god) on the run,
don't try to play me out,
oh no, no, no,
I'm far from dumb,
when I break this down,
here on the table,
get you some,
get you some, some,
I'm too faded,
you said that I'm not myself,
I'm gone I'm way too faded,
they don't truly love you in this bitch,
until you made it,
shawty I'm addicted need to fix it,
need some maintenance,
need sum maintenance,
(wait)
u can't save it,
cycle's on repeat,
life goes on repeat,
all these drugs on me,
all these lines on me,
all these pills cant sleep,
this is how shit be,
In the fast life,
I don't even know,
what just happened here last nite,
zero to a hundred on the freeway,
on the fast life,
feel like I then died & went to heaven,
in my past life,
don't take it personal,
dealing with these demons,
know it hurts you know,
battling myself is something personal,
I just,
I just,
I just,
thought I let you know.
(CHROUS)
hope you do not forget me,
broken heart is upsetting,
feel like you won't accept me,
if I show things about me,
too upsetting,
too upsetting,
if I show things about me too upsetting,
its too upsetting,
if I show things about me its too upsetting.