In this episode, I continue Part 2 of “God’s Presence” from my book Sinners’ Soup.

This is the story of the night I planned to take my life… and the moment God intervened.

I share what happened next — the encounter that changed everything, the freedom I experienced, and how my life began to turn around.

But this is also the part of the story where things take a turn… where one decision led me back into addiction and changed the next several years of my life.

This episode is about breakthrough, relapse, and the reality of how quickly things can shift.

In this episode, I walk through the chapter “The Flow” from my book Gamblin’ With God.

This chapter is about learning how to stop forcing outcomes, stop trying to control everything, and instead learn how to follow God step by step.

I talk about surrender, asking better questions, dealing with uncertainty, and what it looks like to stay in alignment instead of striving.

This is about letting go of control… and learning how to flow.

In this episode, I walk through the chapter “The Why” from my book In The Waiting.

This is about understanding the deeper reason behind everything — the vision, the pursuit, and the calling.

I talk about what I believe God is showing me about His presence, why it matters so much in our daily lives, and why I feel such a strong pull toward bringing that into people’s homes.

This episode is about clarity, purpose, and the reason you keep going — even when you don’t fully understand how it’s all going to work.

In this episode, I walk through one of the most honest and raw chapters I’ve ever written.

This is a real look into a season where I felt confused, stuck, behind in life, and unsure of what I was doing or where I was going.

This isn’t a polished message — it’s what it actually feels like to be in the middle of a hard season, questioning everything, but still choosing to move forward.

If you’ve ever felt lost, discouraged, or like you’re falling behind in life… this episode is for you.

In this episode, I begin Part 1 of the chapter “Presence of God” from my book Sinners’ Soup.

I talk about a season where my life — and my marriage — was falling apart, even though I was doing all the “right” things spiritually.

This is the story of how I realized something was missing, how I began seeking God’s presence in a real way, and how that began to change me from the inside out.

This episode also goes back into my past, into addiction, darkness, and the night I made a decision that could have ended everything.

This is where the story starts to go deeper.

In this episode, I walk through the chapter “Pursue Your Dream” from my book Gamblin’ With God.

This chapter is about learning how to surrender your plans, your timeline, and your understanding… and trust God even when you don’t know what’s next.

I talk about what it looks like to be led day-by-day, how God has been reshaping my mindset, and what it means to truly pursue your dream without trying to control the outcome.

This is about letting go… trusting more… and learning how to follow.

In this episode, I introduce my book In The Waiting.

I share a vision that has been growing in my heart — the desire for people to truly know the heart of God and to reconnect to His presence in their daily lives.

I talk about what it means to be in a “waiting season,” and how God is often doing something deeper than we realize during those times.

I also share what I believe God has been showing me about being connected to a greater source — a spiritual “power supply” that was never meant to be limited to a moment, a place, or a building.

This episode is about learning how to seek God, trust Him in the waiting, and become aware of what He might be preparing you for.

In this episode, I introduce my book Prophesy From Your Chains.

I talk about a pattern you see all throughout the Bible: God gives someone a promise, and then their life actually gets harder before that promise comes true.

Abraham, Joseph, David, and Paul all had promises from God, but they also went through years of hardship, suffering, and seasons where it looked like the promise would never happen.

But they didn’t wait until their situation changed to declare God’s goodness — they spoke in faith while they were still in the middle of the struggle.

This episode is about learning how to believe, speak, and hold on to hope while you’re still in your “chains.”

In this episode, I introduce my book Sinners’ Soup and explain why I wrote it.

I grew up in church but hated everything about it. I felt like my relationship with God was based on fear, rules, and trying to be perfect — and it pushed me away from God instead of toward Him.

This episode is about my journey through addiction, failure, and brokenness, and what I discovered about who Jesus really is along the way.

This isn’t theology I read in a book — this is what I learned the hard way, through life.

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This is the introduction episode to my book Gamblin’ With God.

This story begins when I was 14 years old and made a deal with God. I told Him that if He would heal me, I would believe in Him — and when that didn’t happen, I chose to live like He didn’t exist.

Over the next four years, my life spiraled into depression, suicidal thoughts, and drug addiction.

But when I was 18 years old and ready to end my life, everything changed after one prayer on September 14, 2005.

This is the beginning of my story — and the beginning of Gamblin’ With God.

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