To forsake means to abandon someone or something and that's just what I thought the Lord had done. I was alone yall... husband was gone and it was just me and my babies. I starting trying to manipulate folks, old demons tried to haunt me and I started having  hallucinations... just all kinds of craziness. Then God sent help (or so I thought 😏). 

I promise, I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried 😐!!