I invited my friend Sigourney Belle to explore the real transformation that happens when we move from maiden to mother—and why it’s a physiological, neurological, and spiritual awakening. Together we name the power of matrescence, the rise of heightened instinct, and the shadow of fear that can surface in pregnancy. Sigourney shares how unexpected challenges late in her pregnancy dismantled old structures, and how she rebuilt her life with deeper trust in her body’s wisdom—ultimately birthing Soma Mystica as a bridge between modern medicine and mystical insight.

We go deep into somatic healing: what field intelligence feels like in real time, why co-regulation and therapeutic touch matter, and how practitioners must master state entrainment so their nervous systems become safe, attuned instruments. I share the practices I lean on to anchor presence, while Sigourney offers trauma-informed perspectives that make intuition practical—so we can listen to the body’s signals without getting swept by them.

From parenting to education, we explore cultivating a child’s unique genius, unshaming early body education, and making aligned schooling choices—from Steiner to Green School Bali. We talk about raising embodied, sovereign kids who can sense their own boundaries and creativity, and how intuitive leadership at home starts with our capacity to feel, name, and navigate our inner states.

Sigourney also opens up about co-parenting, dating after birth, and building a slower, more strategic business that supports motherhood and creativity. This conversation is an invitation to widen what we believe is possible—inside our bodies, our relationships, and the ecosystems we steward—so that healing becomes not just personal, but profoundly relational and generational.

[b]Chapters[/b]
0:00 - Sigourney Belle's Transition to Motherhood
5:44 - Balancing Motherhood and Creativity
8:41 - Cultivating Genius in Your Child
13:45 - Deciding Your Child's Educational Path
21:25 - Teaching Children About Sexuality
24:43 - Healthy Conversations on Sexuality
26:43 - Healing Trauma with Soma Mystica
37:35 - Integrating AI in Energy Medicine
40:53 - The Importance of Human Touch
45:53 - Navigating Relationships After Motherhood
49:30 - Fertility and Planning for More Children
52:49 - Future Plans: A Life in Bali
57:27 - Sigourney Belle's Upcoming Projects

In this episode, I open up about the art of trusting life, even when the unknown feels overwhelming. I explore how our bodies are living temples and how breath, sound, and presence can reconnect us to the subtle realms of spirit without needing substances. I reflect on moments of inspiration beyond the veil, the reality of duality, and why those micro-moments of choosing faith over fear shape the way we move through the world.

I also share a very human season of dismantling—leaving a relationship, a country, and an academy—and how surrender, prayer, and daily self-holding carried me through. We look at the danger of spiritual bypassing and why authentic tantra starts from the ground up: feeling what’s real, integrating it in the body, and only then rising into trust. This is about meeting life honestly and letting wisdom grow from the roots.

Along the way, I offer the practices that keep me steady and clear: meditation, emotional release, gratitude, mindset hygiene, and creating spaciousness so spirit can move through. My hope is that you feel invited to remember the grand, organized design we’re part of—and to co-create a life that feels aligned, awake, and deeply human.

[b]Chapters[/b]
0:00 - Tantric Life Lessons for Awakening the Soul
2:00 - The Sweetness of Letting Go of Resistance
9:21 - Creating Spaciousness for Trust and Surrender

In this episode, I invited Britton and Carolee Beckham to share how they moved from six-generation Mormon conditioning to a sovereign, heart-led union. Their story begins with a psilocybin journey that shifted how they saw their church, opening a path through grief into clarity and personal truth. We also sit with the courageous healing that followed repeated infidelity—how they chose to face the pain, tell the truth, and keep listening to love.

Together, we unpack what sovereignty really means in partnership, why consent is a living practice, and the difference between hierarchy and healthy power in sacred sexuality spaces. The Beckhams explain their commitment to emotional monogamy while allowing playful social containers, and how deep shadow work, embodiment, and honest agreements helped them rebuild safety, desire, and trust from the inside out.

We also explore parenting four kids without shame—normalizing bodies, teaching consent early, and fostering open, curious dialogue at home. Now guiding others through Ritual Shadow Work with astrology and lunar cycles, Britton and Carolee offer a grounded blueprint for choosing love, freedom, and integrity—within yourself and in union.

In this episode, I invited Britton and Carolee Beckham to share how they moved from six-generation Mormon conditioning to a sovereign, heart-led union. Their story begins with a psilocybin journey that shifted how they saw their church, opening a path through grief into clarity and personal truth. We also sit with the courageous healing that followed repeated infidelity—how they chose to face the pain, tell the truth, and keep listening to love.

Together, we unpack what sovereignty really means in partnership, why consent is a living practice, and the difference between hierarchy and healthy power in sacred sexuality spaces. The Beckhams explain their commitment to emotional monogamy while allowing playful social containers, and how deep shadow work, embodiment, and honest agreements helped them rebuild safety, desire, and trust from the inside out.

We also explore parenting four kids without shame—normalizing bodies, teaching consent early, and fostering open, curious dialogue at home. Now guiding others through Ritual Shadow Work with astrology and lunar cycles, Britton and Carolee offer a grounded blueprint for choosing love, freedom, and integrity—within yourself and in union.

In this episode, I invited Britton and Carolee Beckham to share how they moved from six-generation Mormon conditioning to a sovereign, heart-led union. Their story begins with a psilocybin journey that shifted how they saw their church, opening a path through grief into clarity and personal truth. We also sit with the courageous healing that followed repeated infidelity—how they chose to face the pain, tell the truth, and keep listening to love.

Together, we unpack what sovereignty really means in partnership, why consent is a living practice, and the difference between hierarchy and healthy power in sacred sexuality spaces. The Beckhams explain their commitment to emotional monogamy while allowing playful social containers, and how deep shadow work, embodiment, and honest agreements helped them rebuild safety, desire, and trust from the inside out.

We also explore parenting four kids without shame—normalizing bodies, teaching consent early, and fostering open, curious dialogue at home. Now guiding others through Ritual Shadow Work with astrology and lunar cycles, Britton and Carolee offer a grounded blueprint for choosing love, freedom, and integrity—within yourself and in union.

In this episode, I invited Britton and Carolee Beckham to share how they moved from six-generation Mormon conditioning to a sovereign, heart-led union. Their story begins with a psilocybin journey that shifted how they saw their church, opening a path through grief into clarity and personal truth. We also sit with the courageous healing that followed repeated infidelity—how they chose to face the pain, tell the truth, and keep listening to love.

Together, we unpack what sovereignty really means in partnership, why consent is a living practice, and the difference between hierarchy and healthy power in sacred sexuality spaces. The Beckhams explain their commitment to emotional monogamy while allowing playful social containers, and how deep shadow work, embodiment, and honest agreements helped them rebuild safety, desire, and trust from the inside out.

We also explore parenting four kids without shame—normalizing bodies, teaching consent early, and fostering open, curious dialogue at home. Now guiding others through Ritual Shadow Work with astrology and lunar cycles, Britton and Carolee offer a grounded blueprint for choosing love, freedom, and integrity—within yourself and in union.

Chapters
0:00 - Introduction to Our Guests from Colorado
2:30 - Realizing the Desire for a Different Path
8:34 - Navigating the Exit from Mormonism
13:47 - Historical Context of Polygamy in Mormonism
18:17 - Sacred Sexuality and Emotional Intelligence
24:35 - Exploring Sexual Sovereignty and Polyamory
31:57 - Embarking on a Healing Journey
32:36 - Understanding Masculine and Feminine Dynamics
33:44 - Balancing Sovereignty and Freedom in Relationships
42:26 - Union in Polyamory
46:17 - Owning Infidelities and Relationship Growth
52:01 - Releasing Judgments for Personal Freedom
52:28 - Parenting and Conversations About Sexuality
56:02 - A Story of Protection and Awareness in Parenting

In this powerful episode of Love, Sex & Leadership, Aaron sits down with Sundari (Marci Lock) for a deep dive into embodied leadership, spiritual devotion, and the art of surrender. They explore how resistance can be a gateway to healing, the sacred use of plant medicine, and the transformational journey of building the Sanctuary of Light in Bali. With heartfelt reflections on death, divine timing, and authentic expression, this conversation is a masterclass in living fully from the soul. Tune in for inspiration, wisdom, and a reminder to embrace life with presence, purpose, and joy.

Listeners are invited to explore simple tantric teachings that help embody true power, awaken the soul's wisdom, and live an inspired, intuitive, and heart-centered life. We begin with a grounding exercise to connect you to your body, prompting reflection on your life's journey and the conscious choice to inhabit your current form. The focus is on exploring different archetypes and energies, particularly the healthy warrior spirit. This warrior within is encouraged to express emotions and needs, creating safety not just for oneself but for others. We delve into introspection of where warrior-like energy lies within and where it might be underexpressed or overexpressed, aiming to understand intrinsic authority without the need for external validation. The concept of embodiment is introduced, emphasizing the necessity of intellectual understanding alongside physical experiences. I share reflections on experiences with intellectual upbringing and a realization of the value of mindfulness and embodiment work. The dialogue encompasses the differentiation between light and dark masculine energies, describing light energies as compassionate and dark energies as assertive but not overpowering, aiming for a balance that invites strength and encouragement for oneself and others. We challenge competitive instincts, recognizing the value in camaraderie over domination, and address the societal pressure men face to balance strength with tenderness, noting the conflicted expectations of modern masculinity. The exploration encourages leaning into personal edges, whether that means embracing fierceness or softness, and highlights the importance of intrinsic value. With an emphasis on the solar plexus, connected to will and fire, you are guided to explore personal blockages stemming from beliefs or ideologies that may hinder stepping into your true power. We acknowledge common fears around judgment and rejection when asserting power, stressing the importance of conscious power that creates safety rather than fear, and acknowledge the fear of unconscious power as seen in personal experiences with aggression. As the episode progresses, we emphasize vulnerability alongside strength, and the notion that true safety and trust arise from standing firmly in one's power. This power, when conscious, allows others to rise and meet one another as equals, sharing collective strength. We conclude with an invitation to embrace the dualities of strength and vulnerability, and encourage you to participate in practices that awaken your inner fire.

In this engaging episode, I welcome Chantelle Raven from the Embodied Awakening Academy to explore the evolving dynamics in relationships, focusing on the concept of the "masculine provider." We dive into the pressures men face as financial providers and the expectations women have regarding arousal and partnership. Chantelle highlights the unfair societal expectations placed on men while acknowledging the roles women play. She shares her personal journey towards financial independence and how these dynamics manifest in her relationship with Matisse, who offers emotional and familial support instead of financial. Our conversation emphasizes the importance of equality in relationships, suggesting that provision extends beyond finances to include emotional care and household responsibilities. We discuss how energies and responsibilities should flow naturally in a relationship, free from traditional gender roles or entitlement, and how this is crucial for personal empowerment and shared responsibilities. As we continue, I share insights from my own relationship and reflect on the upcoming birth of my baby, considering how these dynamics of providing and relational flow evolve with fatherhood. We highlight the significance of mutual respect and balance, ensuring all partners feel seen and appreciated in their roles. Our discussion challenges societal norms that pressure men and women into predefined roles. Towards the end, we shift focus to personal growth, community, and the transformative potential of workshops like Living Tantra, inviting listeners to explore deeper personal and relational transformations. This episode navigates the nuanced dialogue of traditional masculine and feminine roles, personal empowerment, and the creation of balanced, nurturing partnerships. Check out our upcoming Living Tantra Retreat at https://embodiedawakeningacademy.com/event/living-tantra-retreat-portugal-2025/