Loving God 1st: Repentance, Healing, & Hindrances to Prayer (5 of 5 parts) Is God truly my first love? How can I know? We invite you to join us as Jill shares of God's transforming work in coming out of deception into the glorious light of what it means to truly abide in the Lord as her first love. We welcome you to LovingGodFirst.org. I am so thankful to God for the discipleship given through Richard Burr's book, Developing Your Secret Closet of Prayer.