Luke Hand Diary

I was up so late last night! Wasn’t tired at all when I started to try to get to sleep at like 2 AM. Work. I was nice and busy all day. Day went so quick. Actually felt a bit productive. [REDACTED] was back from a week away, so she put a firecracker up under my ass on a couple of things - that helped. Walked in the park after work. Got a little high. Had a few beers. Pottering around and watching Smother on iView. So damn good! Bit of a crook back. My run for the 30 day core challenge was interrupted by mental health hiccup when I faltered on a couple of streaks of good daily habits. My back might be sore from breaking that streak. Or I might have sat wrong today. Ouch. M: 5.5. E: 6. 📈😐🙂😇

Up very early. Nice walk through the park and to Docklands. They’ve even got a Uniqlo down in harbour town now. Neat. Had an ice skate. Good fun. Walked in the city. Got a Starbucks. Got a souvlaki. Got home and relaxed. Realised that I’ve been blocked by [REDACTED]! Ouch. That would signal that we’ve reached the end of our relationship then. I learned a lot in that short time and - are there things that I would do differently if I had chance? Sure. But there are a hell of a lot more moments in our time together that I wouldn’t want done differently or changed at all - not in a million years, not for all the tea in China. Listened to the last one minute of the Hawks Vs Cats game to hear Hawthorn win. Binge-watched some shows. Got to feeling a bit randy, unfortunately. Feeling a certain kind of a way. Too bad I couldn’t get dates this fortnight in Melbourne. Would of been epic to get my fuck on to a staggering level. Listening, reading, watching, eating stuff. Quite a good day. Definitely a lot better than the passed few days. Nice to feeling less terrible. That was a dark patch for a while there. I looked cute in a couple of selfies today. M: 6. E: 7. 😀😎😇😆📈

Nothing. Slept in. So bored. I’m due a change of mood pretty soon, I reckon. Maybe tomorrow. M: 2.3. E: 2. 😑😔😴

M: 3. E: 2. 😑😐😴😕

M: 3.5. E: 3. 😐😑

M: 3. E: 2.5. 😴😪😔😑

Finished my book and listening to music. M: 4. E: 4. 😢😆😑😐😔

Listening to music and chillaxing (as the kids say these days). M: 3. E: 3. 😔😢💩😓

M: 5.5. E: 6.5. 😔 😢🙂🥰😆😇

M: 4.5. E: 4. 😐😢😔😑🥰