I’m sorry.

When I get this way I shut down, pull away from my passions and tell myself no one cares even though I know some do.

I think about all the negative things I possibly can. And give myself a whole lot of pain because I feel I deserve it. I’m not 100% sure why I do it.

One day it’s seems you are your happiest, then the next seasonal depression begins to creep in on top of all this COVID related anxiety.

All your friends are busy and you get very lonely. And that’s okay, you aren’t weak, needy, helpless alone or whatever else your mental illness might be telling you.

So I figured I’d get a little bit personal and address it with the people who are following me on this journey

Join me tonight for a much anticipated episode on A Warrior Queens Podcast, I’ll be touching on my absence, seasonal depression and ways to beat those Winter Blues ❄️⛄️

We are in a new age of Black horror films, with movies like @jordanpeele ‘Get Out’ and ‘US’ or @janellemonae new film ‘Antebellum’; our fears & terrors are being brought to mainstream screens and our stories are being shared with the world.

Tis the Season so lets talk Horror Films. Inspired by documentary Horror Noire: A History of Black Horror

October is here and I thought I’d have a festive episode on dismantling stereotypes and reclaiming a forgotten narrative on Black Magic and embracing indigenous spirituality. Let’s talk Witchcraft, Race and Resistance! From Colonial New England to the modern shift of young black women reclaiming a lost spirituality!

Tribute Epsiode to Ruth Bader Ginsburg, her legacy and what her passing means to our democracy.

This episode is addressing damaging historical stereotyes that continue to affect black women, how these generalizations have impacted generational traumas and distrust in the justice system. We will also talk on prime examples of how these standards being redefined & explored in Contemporary American culture and media.

Learn about my passion, past experiences, and the forces that drove me to creating this podcast, as well as my theoretical approach to the topics I'll be touching on. WELCOME!!! To all of my Warrior Queens, Sister Soldiers, and Engaging Allies of all backgrounds, genders & creeds. You are here, which tells me you want to join me on this amazing journey. It doesn't matter what brought you here but rather that you showed up, you too are on the front lines of revolution.

In solidarity there is strength beyond that of any army. So thank you for being here.My name is Aterahme Charisma Lawrence and this is a Warrior Queen's Podcast.