I didn't fit in the world or in my clothes

How can I get it, hide it, eat it, get more?

Even at 11 I had stretch marks

I lost my first 100 in weight watchers became a poster child for the program but my life was still lacking and finally the yop yo began for the next 20 years.

At rock bottom my higher power slipped me into OA and I was relieved of the obsession. I stopped fighting everyone and everything.

I had a couple of periods of relapse I had to white knuckle it - - like a dry drunk.