Made In Chaos with Ryan Curtis

A Brain Haemorrhage. Then Breast Cancer. Same Man. Two Years Apart. Dec Pierce Gets Completely Honest.

Most people know Dec Pierce as the voice of Block Rockin' Beats — the man who brought thousands together through music, through lockdown, through the nights they'll never forget. But behind the energy and the stage presence, the last three years of Dec's life have been extraordinary in the worst possible way.

In 2023, Dec suffered a subarachnoid brain haemorrhage mid-run in Ringsend. In 2025, he was diagnosed with breast cancer — a condition so rare in men it accounts for just 1% of all cases. Two life-threatening illnesses in two years, in a man who doesn't drink, doesn't smoke, exercises, eats well and does everything right.

Ryan sits down with Dec for one of the most important men's health conversations Made in Chaos has ever had.

What we get into:

• Growing up as a quiet, bullied kid and how music became his alter ego
• Recording his own pretend radio shows at 8 years old from a ghetto blaster
• Dutch courage, a garden shed in Ballybrack and how pirate radio changed his life
• Why dance music and nostalgia connect with people on a deeper level than almost anything else
• Starting Block Rockin' Beats at his lowest professional point — and doing it for free for six months
• How the birth of his daughter Ava removed every roadblock and fear of failure overnight
• The bomb that went off in his head mid-run — and the sliding doors moment that saved his life
• What a subarachnoid haemorrhage actually does to the body, and the long road back
• The lump he found in New York in the shower — and almost let sit there
• The phone call he got on the first day of his holiday in Spain
• Why men don't check themselves — and why that silence costs lives
• The youngest male diagnosis his specialist had ever made — and the earliest detection
• Telling his 9-year-old daughter about the mastectomy scar
• The nights when catastrophic thinking takes over — and how he got through them
• What two life-threatening illnesses gave him that nothing else could

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. Made in Chaos exists to platform guests who have turned adversity into something worth sharing.

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He Was Addicted to Heroin for 15 Years. Now He Has a PhD in Neuroscience. The Same Brain Did Both.

Brian Pennie started using heroin at 16. By 20 he was chronically addicted, every single day for 15 years. He held down a job, sold drugs to fund his habit, and accumulated 50 grand in debt to dealers and money lenders. He had a violent seizure from benzo withdrawal, nearly died, and hit a moment of complete surrender in a hospital on a trolley at 35 years old.

What happened next is one of the most extraordinary personal transformations Ryan has ever had on Made in Chaos. Brian went to detox, discovered the human mind, met a doctor who told him he had a sharp brain, and four years later was teaching in Trinity College. He now has a PhD in neuroscience and lectures across Ireland and the world on addiction, trauma, habits and change.

What we get into:

• The operation as a baby with no anaesthetic, and the trauma he didn't know he was carrying
• Why heroin felt like "the anaesthetic I never got as a baby"
• Why the choice theory of addiction is wrong, and what actually drives people to substances
• The difference between Brian and his best mate who got addicted: two traumatised people in the same group
• The ABC habit loop, why tackling the behaviour is completely the wrong starting point
• Why the opposite of addiction is awareness, not sobriety
• The eagle in the chicken coop, and why most people die thinking they're something they're not
• Why your brain doesn't care about your happiness, it only cares about avoiding pain and chasing pleasure
• Imposter syndrome reframed: it's not a warning sign, it's a compass pointing toward growth
• Self-deception, limiting beliefs and building a wall of evidence instead of self-belief
• Why motivation is bullshit, and what actually changes behaviour
• Social media, AI and the terrifying perfect storm quietly destroying our ability to think
• What Brian would say to someone who feels completely stuck right now

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. Made in Chaos exists to platform guests who've turned adversity into hard-earned wisdom worth sharing.

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She Knew Before the Doctors Did. Carly Mahady on Cancer, Being Dismissed & Why Pity Never Saved Anyone.

At 16, Carly Mahady found a lump and was told she was fine. At 22, she noticed something else, and this time the doctors listened. What followed was a diagnosis of secretory carcinoma, a cancer so rare only 0.02% of people in the world have it, a mastectomy scheduled for her 25th birthday, chemotherapy during COVID, and a fight that most people never saw the full picture of.

In this episode, Ryan sits down with Carly for one of the most honest, funniest and most unexpectedly deep conversations Made in Chaos has ever had, about identity, illness, ADHD, avoidance and what it really means to come back as yourself.

What we get into:

• Noticing a lump at 16 and being completely dismissed by her GP
• How she decoded the body language of medical staff before they said a word
• The man in the suit — how she figured out the waiting room system before anyone told her
• Being diagnosed with secretory carcinoma: 0.02% of the world, no clear playbook
• Scheduling her mastectomy on her 25th birthday and why she insisted
• When the cancer spread to her lymph nodes — the second blow
• Chemotherapy during COVID and finding genuine joy on the ward
• Whether suppressed emotion and carried resentment caused her cancer — and why she believes it did
• Pity vs results: you can have one, but you can't have both
• ADHD, object permanence, protective pessimism and being violently avoidant of herself
• Why she stopped talking about her cancer online — and what people misunderstood about that
• Trauma porn, oversharing and finding the right delivery for a story that's still yours

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. Made in Chaos exists to platform guests who've turned adversity into wisdom worth sharing.

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Less Than 1% Chance of Walking Again. Three Doctors. Three Hammer Blows. One Decision to Never Give Up.

Niall McMahon opened Alfie's on South William Street in Dublin in 2008, the same year the recession began. He survived debt, pandemics, rising costs and 18 years of one of the toughest industries in the world. Then, in November 2023, a blood vessel in his spine burst without warning. Within days, he was paralysed.

In this episode, Ryan sits down with Niall for one of the most powerful conversations Made in Chaos has ever had, two men who've been through near-identical journeys comparing notes on paralysis, recovery, mindset and what it really takes to come back from the unthinkable.

What we get into:

• Growing up in the restaurant business, his parents built Joelle's from a trucker café
• Opening Alfie's the day before his 30th birthday during the worst recession in living memory
• 90 grand in debt with nothing in his pocket, and the walk on Bray beach that changed everything
• The Japanese TV show that saved his menu and his business
• The cavernoma, the blood vessel he was born with that nobody knew was there
• Three consultants, three hammer blows: wheelchair for life, less than 1% chance, permanent bladder damage
• The moment he lifted his knee 2 inches and said goodbye to the Bentley wheelchair
• Pat, the roommate who gave him everything and was dead 4 months later
• The hill, the biscuits and the last day at the NRH
• Why the doctors who deliver bad news need to think about how they deliver it
• What both Ryan and Niall believe is the real difference between people who come back and those who don't

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. He rebuilt his life from the ground up. Made in Chaos exists to platform guests who've faced real adversity and come out with wisdom worth sharing.

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You Don't Have a Sleep Problem — You Have a Boundary Problem. Ireland's Leading Sleep Expert Explains Everything.

80% of Irish workers are sleep-deprived on any given day. And the solution isn't a supplement, a sleep tracker, or blue light glasses. Tom Coleman — Ireland's leading sleep expert, who has worked with Olympic athletes, global corporations, and shift workers — joins Ryan to dismantle everything you think you know about sleep.

What we get into:

• Why you don't have a sleep problem — you have a boundary problem
• The racing mind: the one thing almost every poor sleeper has in common
• What alcohol is actually doing to your sleep cycles (it's worse than you think)
• Melatonin — hormone or supplement, and why getting it wrong can backfire
• The sleep aid sitting on pharmacy shelves that's linked to long-term dementia risk
• Magnesium bisglycinate vs citrate — and which one actually helps sleep
• Deep sleep vs light sleep vs REM — the biggest myths debunked
• Your brain cleans itself every night — and what happens when it can't
• Sleep trackers: why they're only 60% accurate and why you shouldn't let them dictate your mood
• What waking up at 3am is actually telling you — and the counterintuitive strategy that works
• Shift workers: the hidden health crisis affecting 20% of the Irish workforce
• How sleep deprivation destroys relationships — including what newborns do to couples
• What Tom has seen inside Coca-Cola, eBay and Pfizer behind closed doors

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. Made in Chaos exists to platform guests who've turned adversity into hard-earned wisdom worth sharing.

Follow: @madeinchaospod | @chaoscurtis

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From a Bedroom in Dublin to the World's Biggest Stages — Robbie G on Success, Grief & What It Really Costs.

Robbie G is one half of Belters Only, Ireland's most successful DJ duo, diamond-certified at home, platinum across the world, and now playing stages from New York to Tokyo. But this episode isn't just about the highs.

Ryan sits down with Robbie for one of the most honest conversations Made in Chaos has ever had, about going from bedroom producer to global artist overnight, about what it's really like inside the major label machine, about playing the 3Arena months after losing his ma, and about what happens when the thing you love starts to feel like a burden.

What we get into:

• Growing up in a musical family — his grandad was touring America with a showband in the Joe Dolan era
• How remixing Boyz II Men on Bended Knee led to a Universal LA deal at 17
• The passport story — and how he missed his invite to Manhattan
• Why Ireland had no scene when he started — and how that's completely changed
• Dublin's nightclub crisis and the fight to extend licensing laws
• Going from two young fellas with a dream to Polydor Records in London overnight
• Imposter syndrome, the pressure of follow-up hits, and the reality of major label life
• Why talent alone no longer gets you anywhere in the attention economy
• Burnout, grief and playing the 3Arena in the same year he lost his ma
• Why he's only now starting to understand what rest actually means

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. He rebuilt his life through sheer determination. Made in Chaos exists to platform guests who've faced real adversity and come out the other side with something worth sharing.

Follow: @madeinchaospod | @chaoscurtis

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Why Do You Keep Doing Things You Know Are Bad for You? A Behavioural Scientist Explains.
Most people think they're in control of their decisions. They're not, and the science proves it.

Ryan sits down with Jason Lear, behavioural analyst and organiser of TEDxBlackMountain, for one of the most thought-provoking episodes of Made in Chaos yet. Jason breaks down the hidden patterns driving human behaviour in sport, business, leadership, addiction, and everyday life, and explains why most attempts to change fail before they even begin.

What we get into:

Why humans are fundamentally irrational and what that means for your decisions
What gets tolerated becomes the standard, and why it destroys teams and businesses
The Rosenthal experiment: how your expectations literally change other people's outcomes
Social media as a slot machine, and the behavioural engineering behind the scroll
Why ultra-processed food and your phone were built on the same addiction science
The EAST Framework: the proven system for actually changing behaviour
Why people repeat behaviours that clearly ruin their lives
What truly separates people who change from those who stay stuck
TEDx: what makes an idea worth sharing and worth remembering
Thinking fast slowly, the elite skill that separates great performers under pressure

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. He defied every odd and rebuilt his life from the ground up. Made in Chaos exists to platform guests with hard-earned wisdom worth sharing.

Follow: @madeinchaospod | @chaoscurtis

How Do You Build 1 Million Followers, a Boxing Career & a Music Brand From Scratch? Ben Williams Tells All.

Ben Williams has done what most people only talk about, built a massive social media following, signed to Warner Music, fought on Misfits Boxing, and launched multiple businesses, all before most people have figured out what they want to do with their lives.

In this episode, Ryan sits down with Ben to get into the real story behind the highlights, the scooter injury that started everything, the year of zero traction on TikTok before going viral overnight, the fight week mental breakdown he nearly didn't come back from, and the book that flipped everything.

What we get into:

• How Ben started making content at 12 years old and hit 6,500 YouTube subscribers before secondary school
• Why he got scammed out of his first clothing brand and what he did next
• The exact TikTok strategy that took him from zero to 1 million followers
• The fight week in Leeds where his head nearly cost him everything — and how he turned it around
• Why visualisation and The Secret work, and how to actually apply them
• How to build a personal brand that outlasts any business
• The Muay Thai camp in Thailand, the new clothing brand, and what's next

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who was paralysed from the neck down and told he would never walk again. He defied every odd and rebuilt his life from the ground up. Every episode of Made in Chaos features guests who've turned adversity into something remarkable.

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Paul Harkin built one of the biggest online prize competition platforms in the UK and Ireland from a bedroom in Liverpool, with no business plan, no investors, and a Shark hoover as his first major prize. Six years later, he's made 11 millionaires, given away over £200 million in prizes, and signed deals with the UFC, Matchroom Boxing, and PFL.

In this episode, Paul opens up about the sacrifices behind the success: the sleepless nights, the £300,000 losses, and the moment he realized "no amount of money will make you happy." He shares what every single millionaire winner had in common, why he hires his mates, and how he's now prioritizing family over scaling further.

What we cover:

• How The Prize Guy started with tiny giveaways and scaled to million-pound prizes
• The emotional reality of watching someone's life change in real time
• Why Paul walked away from deals that didn't align with his values
• Lessons from being in rooms with Eddie Hearn and top-tier business operators
• The balance between ambition and being present for family

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The Scientist Exposing What Really Works, Peptides, Ozempic, Supplements & Root Cause Health

Most people are chasing shortcuts that are quietly destroying their health. In this episode, Ryan sits down with Dr. Dean St Mart, pharmacologist, functional medicine expert, and one of Ireland's most trusted voices in performance health, to cut through the noise on supplements, peptides, and the real science of fat loss.

In this episode:

• ​What peptides actually are, and which ones are worth your attention
• ​The Wolverine stack (BPC-157 & TB-500) and why Ryan used it during his own recovery
• ​The real science behind Ozempic, Monjaro & the next generation of fat loss drugs
• ​Why most people are dehydrated even when drinking litres of water daily
• ​The most overrated supplement most people are taking (NMN/NAD), and what to take instead
• ​Longevity, recovery, performance & cosmetic peptides broken down simply
• ​Why functional medicine asks the questions your GP never will.

Ryan Curtis is a former Irish MMA fighter who defied medical odds after being paralysed from the neck down — and rebuilt his life through relentless determination.

Every episode of Made in Chaos features guests who've faced real adversity and come out the other side with wisdom worth sharing.

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