I lost myself to someone else blueprint, truth, perspective, which caused me to disconnect from my own bodies wisdom and my own intuition. I was framing my experience through my ego and was not letting/ did not have space or capacity in my energetic field to fully anchor my perspective through my soul. Through the pain of failure my ego has broken down to a degree where I can see things and approach things from the perspective of my soul. My truth is not your truth. What are your experiences trying to tell you? What is your body trying to tell you? What are your symptoms/emotions trying to tell you?