When our bodies alert us that something isn’t right… we begin to process what’s happening. This looks different for everyone. For me I began to blame myself. Once we leave the toxic relationship or environment we can begin to heal in a healthy manner.

When we leave any toxic environment we many times find ourselves speaking to ourselves in a much kinder manner. If not, we can find ourselves going back to similar toxic situations. Change your self talk and watch your mind evolve. Which then causes your life to change!

The cult may have taken so much from me such as: No bikinis, no movies, no movie theaters, etc But it gave me something too! Listen as I help you congratulate yourself as well for your STORY and journey!!

The cult and religion in general dimmed my light. Not only sexually. But in causing me detach from my very own intuition.

After many sad scenarios I became so vulnerable. Which makes me a perfect target for the cult. As they are still stalking me from the haunted house. They attach themselves to my pain and sadness. They are then able to brainwash me.

Be guided inside yourself to see the light that has been inside you. All along.

Part 2- what was inside this “haunted house”? And why did it add to my fear of hell.

How did I enter the cult? They asked for our names as we stood in line at a “haunted house”. Or was it really a haunted house?

I once believed all my issues had come from the cult. Digging in more. Brought me to healing my inner child.