Living in the Present with the Past and Future
We begin 2016 with Jesus' call: "Seek first God's kingdom...." Most of us consider ourselves either committed followers of Jesus or seekers, interested in his teaching. He is clearly giving a challenge, but what does it mean? How do I seek that kingdom? What if I can't find it? Why does he talk about not being anxious? Isn't he asking the impossible? I'm worried!
A striking thing about Jesus is how focused he is on the present moment, the person in front of him, the present need/opportunity, living now! He lived in a nation with a long, difficult past. The future holds conflict, persecution, death for himself and many of his followers. We haven't done well in the past, we face a fearful tomorrow. No anxiety? How can I seek?
We studied the unfolding vision of Isaiah (7, 9, 11, 40, 52-53): The birth of a child, a branch on a destroyed stump, a small sign, a world-filling glory, the LORD'S return, his arm: a suffering servant. Jesus lives that vision. Trusting the God who works in past and future frees the present for creative participation in that work. Ahaz couldn't trust. Jesus calls us to seek.
God's Kingdom on the Scale of My Life
Think about the scene of Jesus' sermon. Very ordinary working farmers, fishermen, spinning women, people with someone sick, coming to Jesus in time of trouble. To listen, to be helped.
Jesus calls them to seek God's kingdom, justice. Something grand, cosmic. Too big? Not at all! From the start Jesus proclaimed the news of God's rule breaking in. "Change your thinking!" God challenges on every scale, world-wide (nations, structures of oppression); also one blind beggar, one Pharisee, one woman at a well. The big paralyzes us. The small: does God care?
Jesus focuses on the small to see the big. Only a God of unimaginable power can make one lily, feed one bird, give the spin to an up quark, use a supernova to make gold. He loves all levels.
Jesus is talking to people of small power. You matter! Your life is something more! Can you see it?
Seeing the Gift, Trusting the Giver
Well of course our lives matter to us! That's why we're anxious, worried. Everything is in our hands; if we drop it...who knows? We've messed up in the past. Every new day, new trouble! Our only security is the wall of stuff we can build. From basic food/clothes, to power, wealth.
Jesus says look! Birds. Lilies. What do you see? Do you see God giving gifts? Food, beauty, life! The stuff you serve and trust -- Mammon -- every bit is a gift from God, including your life. From God's kingdom to daily bread, it's gift! Only a vast God loves your body enough to make it. God cares for things that last only a day. In you, he has made something more!
We live in a world that confirms our natural tendency to see only stuff, even ourselves as stuff, and nothing beyond. We compete to get stuff, control life, on every level. We blind ourselves to anything more. We prefer not to see more. Stuff demands only selfishness and success.
We're not at all sure we want a loving Giver who creates us for self-giving love, who calls us to seek his kingdom, real righteousness. Better a human-size Mammon we can worry about.
Jesus calls us to open eyes. Our life and world on every scale is God's gift, created beauty. It is not just in my hands. All real, lasting security comes from the Giver. I learn to trust Him!
One Day, Each Day
Don't worry about tomorrow. Live this day aware of who you are. You are the beloved creature of that great physicist, artist, savior, lover, Giver of grace. Be like that yourself. Give grace and justice at every opportunity. That's God's kingdom on the scale of my life. Seek for it!
Tomorrow will have enough trouble for you to make an impact for good. Don't worry about it!