even simon Sinek says find your why and I feel this whole idea of finding your why is even more important in mania I feel mania actually allows us to find and connect with our why one of my wise was people are suffering and there's homeless people out there and there shouldn't be homeless people and so and also violence against women and children and and so I didn't have to find my why it found me and that's another thing with mania as there are so many aspects to it that people are trying to search for and implement in their life by reading books and and taking workshops and then somebody that goes into mania or manic consciousness is gifted all of that but usually they fall on their face at some point and then all the gift part that is kind of far removed is forgotten about and that's why I think it's important to harvest one's mania so if somebody falls on their face gets up takes wellness recovery action plan takes bipolar and order and different courses in order to get some function back once a person gets a function back it's important to go back and harvest one's mania for the why why did I make it through that why am I here on earth why did the universe kick my ass and now I'm kind of back standing what am I going to do with the information that the universe gave me that state that experience gave me how can I harvest that to step into what I am here to do on earth my cause my why and so many of us are lacking meaning in our life and mania gives us that not only that the state of mania I actually feel is close to a flow state I feel it's actually an enhanced flow state in that a person can be in flow in daily life they don't actually have to be surfing a wave they're surfing the wave of the universe the wave of that energy and that's putting a person in flow without having to think these are the five steps to flow are these are the things i have to do know this person who has this propensity to go into this consciousness has no choice there is no choice and in that way there's focus because there's no choice so that's why i'm saying it's important to get with what it was that was the vision in that state because it's going to come back and even if a person has a sense of control over those energies it's important to be able to thrive and i feel that the most powerful way to thrive is with whatever the cause whatever the why was that you connected with in that state because that was a message that was a special message so not just about getting back in order in order to thrive it's what were the special messages and how are you going to make that relational moving forward to change the fabric of reality and that could be success that researchers are trying to figure out like how is it that someone in those states or have bipolar are successful while there's so many of these different elements that come into play throughout the process it's it changes and it reap a turns our minds and our brains and our whole bodies and it's a process that alters our process going forward so to to think how is it that a person successful you kind of have to go through it yourself in order to know otherwise you know you can just pick little bits of abstraction from one's own scientific viewpoint from observable characteristics just like somebody might think oh that person's hallucinating and they're delusional and they're this as this yet inside a person would be having the most profound experience inwardly subjectively that's repattern patterning their whole being yet to the outside looking in it just looks like a bunch of delusion so again a person even observing the success of a person in the end of the process could say oh they did this and they did this and then they did this well that would just be abstracting from the surface that has nothing to do with the actual inward alchemy the inward Alka mania that happens it has nothing to do with that so to even spend in time abstracting about it is kind of a waste of time and I wrote this down that just as human systems create professionals full of knowledge the universe creates humans full of action so action is the opposite of knowledge so knowledge is accumulated thought and thoughts are in action they're pre cognition and if a person's studying a book and accumulating this chunk of knowledge they're sitting there not doing anything for 10 years and now since action is way more powerful than that accumulation if that person at that same point in time would have say gone into mania and been completely in a full state of action and for that same 10 years this would be a different universe just with that one person so we accumulate this knowledge which is this in action which is this collective abstraction which is just like a heap in the mind through its a lens through which we see it's like professional lens and instead of actually acting as a human being we have this ball of knowledge in the way and then with that ball of knowledge we look at say somebody that has mania and as in that state of action and think well how are they successful would only makes sense that a certain amount of people that are that full of action are able to be successful we've created a society around people who accumulate in action as knowledge as expertise to be successful and then those people look down on the people that weren't able to accumulate that heap and start like picking them apart and trying to help them because they have the ball of heap in their mind through which to understand all and actually feel that this manic energy is necessary for people to go into that state of action in order for the universe to stay in balance because it's created all these professionals and who have this knowledge who are in a sense just accumulated in action if we took children at one years of age or two years of age and SAT them in front of a book for 10 years they wouldn't learn a thing and somehow at some point we decide to be educated and stop being creative and acting life is action and mania is life energy it makes us act mania removes the piano tied to our ass and that's the thing i think mania has an evolutionary significance and that's the part that they're missing they're not thinking of the evolutionary significance of this they're not thinking of the evolution of consciousness and they don't like to study consciousness so no wonder they're not thinking about it in terms of the evolution of consciousness and also how we're not our egos that's not who we are it's like an accumulated that's the thing all these studies they missed that point and even recovery that misses the point we're not the ego it appears as some kind of illness or disorder because the ego falls apart but we're not that and the professionals are employed by thought and knowledge and an mania mannix are employed by the universe that's the thing it's the energy of the universe that is the divine currency it's the only currency it's that life energy if we don't have that we're dead and we can have access to more of it if our we're not thinking about ourselves all the time if we're thinking about ourselves then we're trying to earn money and then we don't have this energy this energy is the new currency it's actually to be made relational and change how we relate to each other in such a way that money is not as necessary thought and ego consciousness is the mental equivalent of being a couch potato it's like going on over and over circular nothing's really changing nothing's it's stagnant it's the same stuff over and over again and mania comes in and removes that couch potato syndrome and it actually moves us it gets us off the couch it gets us moving and in that state were probably more than five hundred percent more productive so this energy can change someone's life very fast obviously and it usually makes a person crash and in a way I think of the movie fight club or you just loses everything's like oh no you lost all your so what and it's kind of like that too it's like oh you lost everything oh well in mania we break off from our ego mimetic constellation and we have access to new memes with a channel of new memes we're bringing something new into existence yeah most of it gets lost again epi mimetics memes that come from somewhere else that aren't from old memes from the structure of society from marketing from TV we are the creators of this we are in a prison of the sounds of other people and somehow we internalize that and translate it into our own voice and then think that has something to do with our lives and when we break away from this ego mean thought structure we have access to more degrees of freedom of our movement and action we feel free and it's our children are this is not a mystery this is just like removing the dirt from one's classes and then it's just there you just didn't know you had dirt on your glasses and that's why you couldn't see and this is one of the differences I think there is between flow and mania I got Steven kotler's book the rise of Superman and he talked about how flow for example in surfing is narrowing of the visual field and you're so focused that you can't even hear the wave around you because you're so focused on what you're doing that's flow and you have to be that focused because if you're not you could make a mistake and then die and I feel like mania is the opposite it's not riding a wave in terms of it's not something that's purely physical so somebody's doing something that physical it makes sense that it would be a focus and block out sound anything that's not necessary and so in manias the opposite the ego gets blocked out and that's not necessary so when that's not necessary everything else is available so I don't actually think there's any sort of thing such as focus per se the one that focuses is the ego and the ego is gone so it's actually completely opening up and there's nobody there except everything so the ego is not there so everything is there so it's opposite complete opening up the visual field the senses are heightened you don't block out hearing you hear everything because you are the entire universe at this point and Alan Watts says you are what the entire universe is doing at this moment in place and time that's what you are you are what the universe is doing so you actually really get with the fact that that's true and so you are completely open to everything and can focus on anything you don't just have to focus on your foot on the board on the wave and that's it in this narrow flow field necessary or you're going to die it's the ego just died it's gone and so you have access to everything and you can focus focus on anything you can your consciousness can go on anything because it's not just on the ego linear thought process so it's similar but that's why I feel like mania is a more authentic universe flow experience because it's flowing with the entire universe that's being one with the entire energy of the entire universe instead of just being one with a surfboard and a wave which takes a lot a lot a lot of practice it doesn't take any practice to be one with the universe just light switch so i think it's sort of like an equal and opposite phenomena in a way like it's on a flow spectrum but one is like i have to perfect my body and its movement and position in space and gravity and time in order to be so focused that my ego shuts up the universe and his energy can come in and shot the ego up no problem it can give it a big spanking and it's gone so and when that happens is it's disorienting when that whole field opens up because there's no ego there through which to interpret things and when the when the ego does come in and it's fragmented way to try and interpret things it's not making any sense out of anything because the ego has nothing to do with the entire universe and it can come in an attempt to abstract on things but that isn't congruent with the entire thing and then the ego usually does come in at some point make it about itself and how it's so great and that's the equivalent of starting to focus that's the equivalent of actually starting to focus with the ego and have it come in to this field and try to identify with bits of it when it has nothing to do with it but the trouble is that if one gets opened up to that entire field it's pretty difficult to not have the ego come back in when one's going to be relating with other egos especially egos that this personal ego already knows because if I'm in a state of mania and then I see somebody that I know they're going to recognize that something's different about me and they're going to project their crap into my open field my open field of the entire universe is beautiful and they come and take a dump on it and my ego gets mad and it looks a little bit moody and then you know somebody's ill because because some ego came in took a crap on my field of beautifulness here and then that's the ego again and that starts to spiral downwards because again it has nothing to do with the ego and that's part of the mood thing too is one's ego was trying to tell the other ego this has nothing to do with me or you like shut up get out of here and so it's just a spiral and then that's usually when it is scary and it's difficult to come back and then the ego consciousness comes back and and totally annihilates that other state of being so it's once it's almost like the focus of another ego comes in with its hocus-pocus and makes a person refocus their ego guy knew I remember my first state of manic consciousness I found it difficult to be around my parents because it's like get out of here so I feel like I feel again like there's nothing you have to do to go in a manic consciousness and you could think of someone's flow experience in a way as a manic consciousness but not really because one has to do a lot in order to get there and maybe one has to do more in order to get there so again it's an ego achievement and anything that's turned into an ego achievement you know the person's going to spend ninety nine percent of their ego achievement time trying to get into that one percent of flow state where the egos gone away so one's reinforcing one's ego by trying to do something in order to get that and that's ego reward and punishment and that just reinforces the ego more you know the conditioning the all that so one doesn't actually have to do anything to go into manic consciousness and one could probably be there a larger percentage of the time you know it's difficult to be there all the time because we live within the ego thought meme field so it is important to have a sense of being in order in order to function within that field but it's also good to be able to to be able to be in manic consciousness which is not focus it's when the focuser is gone so there's there's freedom the difference between freedom and focusing so there's freedom of consciousness where one can sort of allow whatever to arise and that's the thing with mania 2 is really have a choice so you like what arises what arises just like kids don't necessarily choose they look around they just go from one thing to another like a ping-pong ball so there is no choice really and you could say to a person surfing a wave and flow has no choice but to be perfect or they're going to die but again to me it's a very narrow band and I'm not saying there's no value in those things of course that's wonderful and everything but the good news is a person doesn't have to be super athlete in order to go into super consciousness I would almost say it's easier to go into super consciousness if you're not trying to do something super the one who tries to do something super denies the fact of the supreme there's obviously something out there that knows more than my ego knows and in that open field in mania it's like we're trying to attempt to sort out what has meaning and what matters but maybe it's all the same maybe that's part of the points all the same so the ego again that's trying to classify something is better or worse and with that can I think to myself doesn't matter if I'm in a feeling state of up or down or completely terrified it's all the same I think maybe the field of gravity focuses us like if we're for subjecting our self to the field of gravity in that way definitely focused on our body but if we're in the field of actuality as we just are naturally as humans in our natural embodiment not doing anything extreme we actually need to see the hole filled with our peripheral vision before we evolved into what we are now we'd probably needed to practically see with eyes on the back of your head in order to survive the peripheral vision we can practice looking straight ahead yet seeing what's over to our extreme left or right you can see with our peripheral vision and thinking we really focus is is something I think that's a bit of a leap saying that we need to focus we are focused all the time we're focused on our ego and we think by focusing on something else that's going to solve the problem may be the trouble is focusing itself thinking that we know something thinking about something is seeing it and thinking that we know that we don't know jack squat and in those sports states there's nothing to know there not knowing in that state there's nothing to think about and then there in the flow and in the same way in mania there's not nothing to think about there's a different level of thinking that comes in for sure people get very playful with words instead of words playing in one's mind one starts to play with words one again starts to play one starts like create language and make combinations and see connections and and in that way we're playing with language instead of being poisoned by it and being just tape loops of meme viruses so I think that's part of breaking up the the mind virus programming but and it's a different process than you know some people use extreme sports to break up the mind virus processing from happening all the time they get out of it for a little percentage of the day you know good for them and the energy of mania that that consciousness is the energy of intelligence at the different intelligence we think of our ego conscious logical mind as intelligence it's not intelligence that's programming and it can appear as intelligence just like a person in my consciousness can appear as out to lunch and again we're normally in focus we're focusing on the ego and if a person is in doing some extreme sport and they're focused on what they're doing because they have to be focused in order to do it that's like thinking that focus is the important factor and we could say in our ego mind to focus on a wart and one can maybe be focused on that but there's no value in that so focusing on the ego is like focusing on a wart and then in the same way the ego focusing on it is very dissatisfying it's not life it has nothing to do with life we're just focusing on some kind of virus and that would be like going on our computer just to watch it be overtaken by a virus and not actually being used able to use the internet and all the programs and on the software and all the apps we just sit there and watch the virus chew up the computer and that's sort of the equivalent of what we're doing by thinking all the time about ourselves and ego and the past and the future and everything so again one transfers their focus from the ego consciousness to focusing on the task at hand with something like surfing and surfing is a lot more satisfying so it's like well that was a nice thing to focus on it's still focus and then and it could be less focused because a person is trained themselves so much that you know it's again it's the unconscious of just the body reacting to the task at hand and and maybe the ego goes away in that process because it's not really needed for that task at hand we assume the egos needed for our daily functioning but it's not really we can just use it when it's necessary and then put it away and so I think that it's about not so much about focus as it is as withdrawing one's attention from one's own ego mind process this is a pretty dissatisfying thing to focus on that would be like playing the same old cassette tape over and over when in this day and age now we have access to every single song anytime of the day anywhere in the world practically through itunes and youtube and whatever apps out there that would be like i'm just going to play the same old tape and we think we are that cassette tape and it has something that would be like listening to it and then thinking as something to do with right now and then by focusing on it we get pretty dissatisfied and then we'd want something else to focus on focus is a bunch of hocus pocus about being open curious wondering not knowing not focus if we're focused whatever we're focusing on is what's salient and it's usually just a bunch of ego garbage mania is an opening up and things unfold through us everything is contained within us and we're here to unfold something if we are only in our ego process we are not unfolding what it is that is within us to unfold and and when somebody gets in touch it with that often it's perceived as like special messages and it feels special and it seems otherworldly because it's not ego but really it's not otherworldly it's just intuition gut feeling you know the heart we have so much other energy we can sense and you know the heart can beat in a certain pattern and feed us messages to our consciousness that we're upset or think those are emotions yet we block it with thoughts usually we're not really in touch with what those sensations are telling us we take it personally make it into this like whammy story when it might actually be telling us to get in line with what the universe is wanting us to get in line with because maybe if we were actually in alignment with our life path and what we were meant to do here we wouldn't be so concerned about our own personal little petty desires and emotions and sad stories so I have a question for you Mannix out there and what ways is it safe to be happy to be silly it's not really that safe to be really happy out there and I was thinking about altruism and I was thinking about manic consciousness and how it animates us it animates us as adult children and one of the things that there's all these traits that children have like creativity play learning and they're not thinking I'm being creative I'm being playful I'm learning I'm laughing that's just how they are those are their natural innate responses and they get programmed out of us because we get all these more refined morals and things but I was thinking about how altruism is something they don't have like kids don't have a sense of oh I want to do good for the world because they haven't really connected with the world on that level so I feel like mania in a way restores us to our child like characteristics but adds in the dimension of altruism ads in the dimension of the awareness of others and that others are suffering and that we could help others so kids if if we just like let kids wander the earth and they were just the way they are happy and entertaining and cute and all that they would change the world because we would if they were running around like animals in a way we'd be like oh there's a kid how key food and you know we'd have them as pets and love them but no we train them into being adults and so they lose that but what I'm saying is that we're restored to that in mania yet we're added with the altruism and in that way you know we can we can we can make those spontaneous social behaviors and make it a positive social contagion make it relational to affect the world because how kids are change the world they change us with their joy and everything and then they lose that we lose that we are the children were not separate from the children and and look what we're giving to them so i feel like the universe is saying be like a child again oh well said that and be altruistic and again I've mentioned before in a different video how it's not be altruistic because you should it's because when you really connect with that energy which I believe most of us people that go through matic consciousness do we see it's all one thing and what's all one process we're all one it's not separate if we see pay know there were in pain even if we feel it we feel it if we're sensitive we don't feel it if we're not sensitive either way it has an effect on us and we just don't have an idea about that you know we think oh I develop back pain you don't necessarily know it's because somebody's suffering down the street and you would think oh that's not true you know we think of the butterfly effect or ripple effects that we don't really know what causes what and we you know make up these causes for things but there's causes beyond the causes and a lot of the causes is that we are one consciousness and then we come back to this perception of being separate again and then we suffer because it's kind of painful to go back to that afterwards even though it's painful to be kind of sensitive sometimes because you can feel the pain of other people but the benefit or the gift of feeling the pain of others is that you realize we're all one in the same and you know we probably used to sense things that way and interact with each other feeling the other person's pain and if you feel it you kind of feel like you would want to do something a little bit of something to help with that so again it's not altruism because I want to be altruistic it's because it's one thing and again to me I feel like when a person fully embodies one's mania and is operating that way one's not thinking I'm being altruistic it's a concept it's a concept from the ego vantage point saying oh that's altruistic but in my mind like a person in that consciousness and operating in that way is just that way and it's just like a humble person doesn't even know they're humble on somebody says oh you're really humble but they're like what are you talking about what's humble you know they might know the word but they don't really have they're not going around thinking I'm humbled because as soon as somebody says I'm humbled or not humble so that's the thing with the altruism it's not from a place of trying to be altruistic and so from my vantage point now of not necessarily feeling one hundred percent sensitive to others I can perhaps design that altruism into my life so you know I'll either feel sensitive to others again or I'm in alignment with how I know the universe operates underneath our awareness and and it has to operate underneath our awareness we can't be aware of every single bit of information all the time we'd be overwhelmed we would just burst so the ego mechanism is a necessary protection to some level and another thing too is it's with the helping idea the idea of helping is like not about pity it's about celebrating with people just celebrating the moment people share together and that is healing more so than pitying people so this I've talked about harvesting one's mania and you could always think of it too as harnessing one's magical powers but it's how do you harness the universe you can't harness the universe so I actually do feel that mania is like surfing the universe that energy is like a wave and it takes us over and animates us and we are the wave and we are the universe and we're surfing that wave so the wave is coming and and that's the thing with that analogy is embodying one's mania or practicing embodying one's mania is just the same as one practicing riding a wave and surfing so person's body and physique gets totally conditioned into being able to ride that wave well the wave of energy of the universe comes and one can alter one's gestures and motions and ways of being to embody that energy as it animates us that way when it comes so if we have that way already we're going to be better at writing that way than making that energy relational because as we ride that wave and relate in that way people are responding to us differently and that's creating many waves for the other person to surf by practicing it by watching you so you know children learn by watching each other so again this is another way for people to learn is by watching each other that's why we have the mirror neuron system so people are learning even though they don't even realize they're learning like a person can go down the street and say you should smile or a person can just smile all the time and that's like telling people it's okay to smile so if I wrote a book it could be called surfing the universe I might start talking about some book titles because I I might write a book I don't know but again that's like sitting around that's in action and this is sitting around in action as well but I also feel it's not in a way because it this is action i'm speaking and also i'm sharing about this so if i go out and do something in action and then I come back and I say hey I did this action well then there's all this stuff leading up to the point where I got to that point of action so it's me also working towards embodying my mania and also I write a lot and I I so by writing and making it into me speaking it I feel it's sort of upping the energy of it a bit because because speakings more powerful than just writing so I could spend five years writing and perfecting it like going and editing every little word putting out a book and maybe like two people read it or something or I can just be completely open and talk and spend many many hours doing this but again it's on video and also it's it's now so I'm putting dates on the video so it'll be like okay well this is how this unfolded and then unfolded to a certain point and whatever it just keeps unfolding and I think that by doing that my my thoughts have sort of gotten to I don't know I just feel that it's it's a way to make it relational I can make it relational in the form of a book or I can make it relational in the form of a video and I'm choosing video also because this way I can make it very easily accessible and also easily accessible in the way that some people don't like reading some people find it difficult to focus and read and this way it's just in a video and also i think the energy is different reading the words as opposed to just like the gestures and stuff I don't know if that's true but I think it's kind of like an audio biography in real time I guess it's video blogging is what they call it so video blog audio biography and it's kind of like real time but it'll be in retrospect I can imagine myself releasing them will have a job right now and I don't want to really sum of all the jobs going on and then there's another thing i want to do so you know hopefully within a year from now and i don't know if i'll keep making videos the whole time but i'm i'm i think i'm enjoying it i'm enjoying being able to take stuff that i wrote and make it a video and then maybe you kind of forget about it as opposed to thinking okay now where is this going to go in my book and collecting all this like information it's it's way too much for me i think so i'm liking the video thing and also i just feel like this is a conversation this is a dialogue with myself but also with whoever it resonates with and i invite collaboration and vision sharing and and to me this is about creating contacts to affirm that there are higher implications to this stuff and i felt that from the beginning but it's only now that I'm getting to the point where i can really talk about it and it's not i don't think it's anything mysterious it's like I think humans are just designed to collaborate and cooperate with each other and and bring out the best in each other and and really work towards what's best for for everybody I don't think we're designed the way society is conditioned us and so that's another reason why i want to share openly in the spirit of let's just share openly and talk and and make context and meaning and and see things differently and see things in a million different ways not just this way versus that way in fighting over opinions and stuff let's co-create we're meant to be creative and and learn and always learning and end and so that's again what i want to be as and the thing too is that i'm finding that my process of learning and insights it never ends and it hat never has this whole time so if i think oh this is the good point of the book or this is a good point the next day i have like 20 things I think are good points so it just gets to be a little bit too much and I'm maybe none of it's a good point and that's not the point the point again is just to share and talk and speak openly from a place where it's not about what's written in textbooks it's just about opening one's mouth and sharing and and inviting others to to start thinking again for themselves about stuff and not in order to turn on this or be mad at that that's just a waste of energy again because that energy of mania if if we were collaborating and putting our visions together would be more powerful than the need it would make it unnecessary to to so-called fight what is not working because I think that stuff would more naturally fall away I wrote down that this world is psychological torture when I get into a state of psychosis it actually feels like psychological torture but I think that we're all experiencing that from our egos yet it's sort of a low-grade torture and then our societies based on logic and rationality which is quite irrational and we think it's logical yet there's a there's an incongruent with that logic and the logic of our hearts and so we feel that but we don't even know we're feeling anymore we think it's like a personal thing when we're all feeling that and I feel that this manic consciousness is the energy that's trying to break our brain mind away from this psychological torture field and when we get free from that and then we have to come back into it it feels again like like hell because it is hell and the psychological torture has to do with the morality of society the rules were given by which we measure ourselves which have nothing to do with what it is to be a human being I think true moralities buried in our hearts and it's blocked by our minds and our egos but we still feel it and this could be a lot of the anxiety that people are feeling they like I they don't know where is coming from well it's just the collective you know the society that we've created is it's in congruent with our hearts and so we see with our hearts and then that creates anxiety and a dissonance that feeds up to our brains that creates these thoughts and you know it's all connected and I think it's the anxiety to of I can't be me and being and having the awareness that one's being trained to be a cog in the machine instead of actually being nurtured to thrive also that thing that article by Tom Wooten talks about how why do people with bipolar have certain capacities that are more and then certain ones that are less well actually think that this energy is coming in to shrink certain human capacities like the ego capacities which aren't even human capacities there there's something other it's like thought language viruses that have infected our minds and so I feel like I feel like when this energy comes that just naturally shrinks or atrophy these other supposed capacities which actually our capacities that incapacitate us as human beings they turn us into good functions good machines good robots but I don't think they make us good human beings and I feel this energy actually reconnects us with the dimensions that are the dimensions of being human beings like play laughter learning creativity energy fun all these things that were born with and then all the stuff that we're programmed with starts to atrophy but the stuff that we're born with is just there so the energy actually like wipes away the ego but it doesn't really necessarily create something that wasn't already there because those capacities were already there within us as children and then maybe they're just a bit more refined because we're adults but they just seem out of context and inappropriate because we're adults so so it's difficult in that way and and I actually talked about that in previous video before I way before I read this article about how in manic consciousness in this process there's an ability shin process we get ability tit in ways and then you know maybe there's a you know disability in certain ways that are valued by society and part of functioning in society in the machine that is society but we're not machines as as kids we were all over the place and then took a while to actually condition us into a very narrow limited structure of supposedly acceptable behaviors and then we break away from that as adults if we go into manic consciousness and then we're seemed it's like ill or something we don't see that we are just squashed into this very tiny band and then we wonder why people can't focus when we're squashing them into this tiny band the ego blocks us from spreading the memes of celebration of celebrating living playing with words of being poetic instead of being played on by words that energy is trying to create a new way of being in society so there is a balance between being in society and changing society because I feel these spontaneous social behaviors are what it going to change society create a new society we are each Society in the Jane Austen movies they often say oh I really like your society meaning your presence and whatever so each person had a society in a way so in that way if each of us are a society if we're a society animated by manic consciousness or embodying our mania and harvesting or mania and practicing or spontaneous social behaviors and our intentional acts of kindness while we're going to affect the fabric of society in that way i feel like this energy is trying to be relational it's trying to get us to relate in these ways that we behave when we're in this manic consciousness and it's trying to in that way altar society is trying to get us to celebrate is trying to get us to collaborate is trying to get us to cooperate it's trying to get us cooperate with the energy and as mannix together and that's the thing this bipolar is an advantage not just for a person is an advantage for society it could be harvested even if people are in the state it could be harvested for the good of society not just by a single person after the fact like this should be something that's seen as important and if nobody sees that then I'm going to create the company that harvests mania because it's not that personally advantageous it most often destroys a person and if there was a way if people knew that a person going through that was actually an advantage for society for everyone then maybe people would actually protect these people and nurture them through the process and also help them to harvest the meaning of it through the process and not just it's an energy that's altogether different from the ego and the ego might have one Eureka moment in ten years but this energy can create a Eureka moment every 10 seconds but there's no way to tap into that because a person isn't it's not harvested for that and it's a different level of processing that has nothing to do the person the person has been turned into like a universal quantum processor and they're processing not just for themselves but other people too that's the thing I feel is that since it's all one thing and certain people say self Medicaid or zone out or tune out or all these things all these people that are tuning out that stuff is still going on but they're tuning it out or their zoning out or their medicating it out or eating food to make it go away it's still there so that's energy is actually going to be going through someone else and in that way I feel you know could only be metaphorically speaking that know some people sort of tumble into situations that they wouldn't otherwise like imagine if everyone watching TV was going out and doing acts of kindness for people that need help then the world would be a different place right so in that way if a person's watching TV to tune out in a way they're saying I'm not going to help somebody out there and that is leaving that person in a place and there may be suffering that extra stuff the person had the luxury to tune out and the other person is not able to you know why do people hear voices that aren't their own there's that there's more going on than just I'm this separate person and I'm immune to everything going on out there it's not how it works and I feel like a lot of times to a person who was Anna mania not only brings energy into this world but also has to process some of the app to on their way back to the world to the energy level of the world so it's it's difficult freedom is at the end of the thought that you're thinking and before your next thought abstracting about life blocks the flow of energy and and you're not actually in contact with your life energy so the ego the prefrontal cortex shuts off during a flow state in say surfing it's not needed so why do we need it in daily life we don't need it in daily life when Manic consciousness comes in it wipes out the ego and we're just the wave and we actually see or we sends that so if a person riding a wave is starting to think or something that it's dangerous dangerous why don't we see it as dangerous in daily life it blocks the weight blocks us from riding the wave being one with the way we have a matrix of thought that we take to be ourselves bipolar is an advantage for Humanity so we need other human beings to support people that are going through the 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