Receiving salvation is one of the greatest things on earth for each person to have. After you have repented of your sins, acknowledged that Jesus shed His blood, died, and resurrected, and you accept Him as your Lord and Savior, then you begin to live your life for Him. As you spend time with Him, you will develop a close and "personal" relationship with Him. As you seek Him daily, I pray that you choose to follow Him and do things according to His Will. Some days will be easy while other days will be difficult, but you can make it if you keep trusting Him in everything.